Kek. My musical taste is mostly extremely anti-norman as well. I listen to doujin music/denpa/japanese jazz more than anything else. Shit like this:
But again, I've been a rock musician from 12 to 27, so I can talk about some popular shit like Nirvana, Radiohead, etc. Just not anything newer than 2010 in terms of bands, roughly speaking.
But when I approached, I rarely got to a point where you get to have deeper conversations about things like musical taste anyway. I usually got rejected really fast because of my face.
Truly, there's no denying that most of my proclivities are little help with foids. Our spheres of interest are effectively non-overlapping. I can't say it hurt too much, though, as I haven't had m/any opportunities to extend conversations beyond the perfunctory, to the point where I'd even be able to scare them off with talk of Spengler or Gnaw Their Tongues.
I resent the PUA industry for bluepilling me about looks for years but if you look okay and all you need is an opener they can provide you with some passable shit. I think approaching in high IQ environments (not sure what would they be in your area) can do you wonders, but I understand the lack of motivation to do it. Also, controversial topics such as Schopenhauer's opinions of women are hardly something worth mentioning in those situations
I can't go into detail, obviously, but I've been trying out something new. I've been going hyper-normie within the constraints of the dialog possible for me. No idea how it'll end up.
I can't go into detail here either, but I'm in a situation as to be more or less among an atypically high concentration of intelligent foids. I'll only say that the cream of the crop is curdled, so to speak. Most 100+ IQ women are Reddit threads incarnate.
I'm glad I never got into meds. I got really close to doing it when I thought my problem was mental and not my looks. But now I know I'm NT as much as it doesn't look like it. But I would consider meds, as much as I don't like it either, if I were a good-looking mentalcel.
I'm sure some pseud would be happy to slap me with an Avoidant Personality Disorder diagnosis or something similar, but I'm not sure things can be medicated away.
Warm approaching (social circle game) is definitely not what can ascend you, judging by what you said. I hope you can muster the motivation to spam approach and ascend one day, but if you do, please keep silent about that here, I don't want you banned, you're one of the best posters here
Like I said, I'm casting out lines at present. Suffice to say, I'm closer than I've ever been in my life.
This whole axis of ascension-perdition is an incredibly interesting topic to explore though. If by some miracle things work out for me, I do intend to stay. Posting here has been the first time I've written anything genuine in about 7 years and is oddly what gave me sufficient momentum to go looking again.
And while I understand the nausea, betrayal, and hopelessness that comes with seeing bragging (I remember my days of lurking in the internet's PC playpens and wanting to butcher every scumfuck that said getting laid was easy), I think it's salutary to develop a detenté with blackpilled normies. If we want tendrils put out to strangle the world, we need allies. I'm not talking about cucks, but rather bitter Célinean itinerants who get/got laid. Plenty of reasons to hate the gynocracy, even if you're not gummed on the floor. Finally seeing people who challenge the specious assumptions of the feminine ethic has given me the fortitude to stand - to
stand - against every performative altruist, solipsistic bitch, and craven advocate for negative eugenics who has made the world their personal Bacchanal. I love this place and would therefore love to see it become important. Whatever happens, I was born into this fight and will die in it.
Fair enough. Are you willing to date outside of your race, just out of curiosity? Also, how old are you?
I have certain ethical qualms with miscegenation (just look at 50% of the posts here - white men depleting the available pool of same-race women for ethniccels because our own women are rootless hedonists;
what could go wrong?) and even moreso the siring of mixed children. That said, the world is tanking and I'm not going to hold myself to a standard that nobody else obeys. I'm sexually attracted to every race and would bang an ethnic bitch to the point of paraplegia.
I'm 22, rapidly approaching the point of no return.
