Coming back to this: Every single person who I've had a falling out with has been of the asian race. it's as if they lack the cerebral capability of placing themselves in others' shoes and experiencing their own behaviors from others POV. , they simply react to the materialist situation from their POV of what happened and move accordingly. that's just how they move. Another thing i noticed about their behavior is that they're obsessed with functionality so much that they extend this sentiment to people. I literally missed a call from an asian person who i considered a friend at the time - they woke me up by calling btw - i didn't swipe fast enough so i called them back and it's as if in between those moments they considered me discardable because i wasn't functional for whatever purpose they had decided to call me. The former explains the latter if I'm thinking of this correctly.
All these faults are what I have noticed across every experience - but one - that I've had with asian people that ended up being the same behavior i don't talk to any of them. before anyone says "okay, but every single person that has done you that way being asian doesn't mean that every asian has that personality" actually, my experience has been one of a 1-1 correspondence about that: every asian person that I've met has treated me like that, and every person that has treated me like that has been asian, so it kinda is like that. Obviously there are outliers but yeah...
there were a couple of girls that talked to me (SEA), and were asian. They were extremely conflict avoidant to the point that they let resentment pent up in them about the fact that they didn't want me around yet acting extremely the opposite towards me, only to use that as justification for leaving me . this is literally an idiosyncratic behavior I've only ever gotten from asians (well, south east asians to be fair.(the last girl literally gave me a "bigger person" backhanded breakup text about "letting me go"... literally zero signs, mentions, or verbalizations from them our relationship was on the brink... they see nothing wrong with what they do, that's just how they move, and I'm tired of dealing with them.)
Before faggots say "muh common denominator" , apply that to the jews, lmao their faggy PC asses won't... exactly, that shit doesn't hold if on the other side there's another common denominator, because then it's just common denominator vs common denominator which meta cognitively is akin to a normal isolated experienced in terms of learning someone's behavior. sure, i' may be the "common denominator" but so was the identity of every person implicated across my experiences being south east asian. I've never had another group of people treat me worse than they have: hypocrisy, subtle jabs, resentment, cold shoulder, leaving me when I'm no longer useful and like nothing... like everything that happened between me and them didn't happen. literally cold hearted.
now girls doing this is just 1000x worse. There was this one girl i was talking to that claimed to be laotian, mildly play the piano, suck at Minecraft and whatever else. also i thought we were just friends. I then later learned from my friend that she considered me her Minecraft boyfriend (?????????), was Chinese, was a professional pianist, lied about where she went to college, and just overall about who she was as a person.
Letting these people into your life is welcoming destabilization. They will give you the experience you want in form of an illusion only to shatter it at the end when they get bored and can't no longer; that's just how they move.
Fuck being called racist. i don't give a fuck. Every single one of these fucks has caused me irreparable damage, and i have many more stories.
"It's the culture they were raised in!" Culture my fucking ass.
ETA: still a khhv. none of those experiences broke that. only hurt my trust.
