frustrated hikikomori

[1 Samuel 16:7]

I hate foids. I try my best not to look at them or interact with them in real life. If a movie has a strong female character, I turn it off. Signs of love and intimate scenes lead to the same knowing full well I will never experience it.

When I'm awake I do not fantisize about love and relationships. Still I dream about it regularly. Last time I dreamt about going to a store with a girl while holding hands. Not being alone felt amazing and waking up from this illusion ruined my day.

I guess I dislike women's behaviour in real life, but I do like the concept of love. I wish I didn't tbh.

tl;dr I feel like a closeted gay

 

[Deleted member 19457]

Are you a japcel?

 

[1 Samuel 16:7]

Are you a japcel?

No. It's a word that describes me perfectly.

 

[Naziarabwog95]

I wish I was a stone or a tree. Life as an incel is hell.

 

[Schizoidcel]

I try my best not to look at them or interact with them in real life. If a movie has a strong female character, I turn it off.

Same. This has made almost every modern TV show and movie unbearable to watch as they're all cucked sjw feminist garbage.