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Long ago, I went to college. Just a community college, nothing fancy.
I remember so many time I tried to fit in and was rejected.
In my weightlifting class, we were told to find a lifting partner at the beginning of the quarter.
Well, Feeshtu had to workout alone because no one would be his partner.
Every day was a new trauma.
There I was, lifting weights alone while the rest of the class had partners and was having a nice social experience.
There were many things that happened similar to this in other classes.
But I’m not going to write a book that no one will read.
After a while……I just didn’t give a fuck.
I took sleeping pills before my music class and slept through the class.
My head on my desk, passed out.
I’d get high before my college day started and would spend the class time writing poetry.
Not even trying to pay attention to the teacher.
And that was when I even bothered going to school.
Sometimes, I would drive out into the wilderness and just sit in my car in silence.
Eventually, I just dropped out when my free tuition ended.
No way was I paying for that hell.
I remember so many time I tried to fit in and was rejected.
In my weightlifting class, we were told to find a lifting partner at the beginning of the quarter.
Well, Feeshtu had to workout alone because no one would be his partner.
Every day was a new trauma.
There I was, lifting weights alone while the rest of the class had partners and was having a nice social experience.
There were many things that happened similar to this in other classes.
But I’m not going to write a book that no one will read.
After a while……I just didn’t give a fuck.
I took sleeping pills before my music class and slept through the class.
My head on my desk, passed out.
I’d get high before my college day started and would spend the class time writing poetry.
Not even trying to pay attention to the teacher.
And that was when I even bothered going to school.
Sometimes, I would drive out into the wilderness and just sit in my car in silence.
Eventually, I just dropped out when my free tuition ended.
No way was I paying for that hell.
