Venting Feeling extra depressed today...

[SwiftQuill]

I had an argument with someone, and they pulled the "oh please you're a cis white male, don't act like your life is so hard".

I just can't. I'm a fucking virgin at 27. I'm burnt out from work. I'm working full time and taking a Master's part time. And as many guys on here I'm on the spectrum.

I don't want to talk about my life story but I haven't had it easy. Every small thing I got in my life was through sheer struggle. No one ever "handed me anything on a silver platter".

I'm so fucking touch starved. And my autistic traits have become heightened over the years. I grow tired faster than usual. I grow irritated more than usual. I grow more bothered than usual by loud noises and changes in my routine.

This isn't a post about inceldom. It's not about politics either. It's about feeling ignored, abandoned, and gaslighted.

People actively go out of their way to ruin my copium. Movies? Woke garbage. Anime and videogames? Increasingly less violent, less sexual, more censored. YouTube? Ruined by Left vs Right bullshit culture wars.

I fucking can't. I've been hearing for many years from many people that I'm privileged. A guy from a lower income family and an alcoholic father, autistic, without friends or gf, "privileged"?

And when I DARE vent about my problems, online or offline, anywhere, people minimize it.

"Hey don't be so negative."

"At least you're not a woman/black/gay, your life would be worse."

"You need to take responsibility for your problems. The world doesn't revolve around you."

Responsibility?

I've seen, no joke, foid coworkers, at my previous office, receive more kindness and compassion from COWORKERS, essentially strangers, than I have received by EVERYONE in the entirety of my life.

Is it that fucking difficult to show 0.1% empathy?

Is it that difficult to NOT dismiss my venting as "whining"?

Is it that difficult for people to NOT go out of their way and ruin my copiums, YouTube, TV, videogames?

Fuck.

I am so depressed I even have a headache. It hurts. It hurts that I am forced to act strong and keep going to work, keep masking, keep acting stoical in front of normies.

It hurts that foids almost universally think of me as a predator.

It hurts that I can't even enjoy copium sometimes. Because the fiction of a cute female character being nice to you is too surreal, too unbelievable, it breaks suspension of disbelief.

It hurts all this touch starvation.

Fuck

 

[Chuddy McChud]

that's horrible man, the reason normies do that is because they just want you to stfu and put on a fake smile...

 

[TooSomething]

that's horrible man, the reason normies do that is because they just want you to stfu and put on a fake smile...

When normies ask you how you're doing they don't do it because they actually care but because that's just expected in soyciety.

Just watch what happens when you say "bad" and don't elaborate.

Most will say some run of the mill shit to get rid of you. Most have enough of their own problems, so don't want to deal with yours.

Then there are those who actually ask you what's up and are willing to listen. The problem with these guys however is that they're not far off from being normies and NPCs.
Talking to them about incel issues will just get your in trouble, for example.

 

[VλREN]

I had an argument with someone, and they pulled the "oh please you're a cis white male, don't act like your life is so hard".

I just can't. I'm a fucking virgin at 27. I'm burnt out from work. I'm working full time and taking a Master's part time. And as many guys on here I'm on the spectrum.

I don't want to talk about my life story but I haven't had it easy. Every small thing I got in my life was through sheer struggle. No one ever "handed me anything on a silver platter".

I'm so fucking touch starved. And my autistic traits have become heightened over the years. I grow tired faster than usual. I grow irritated more than usual. I grow more bothered than usual by loud noises and changes in my routine.

This isn't a post about inceldom. It's not about politics either. It's about feeling ignored, abandoned, and gaslighted.

People actively go out of their way to ruin my copium. Movies? Woke garbage. Anime and videogames? Increasingly less violent, less sexual, more censored. YouTube? Ruined by Left vs Right bullshit culture wars.

I fucking can't. I've been hearing for many years from many people that I'm privileged. A guy from a lower income family and an alcoholic father, autistic, without friends or gf, "privileged"?

And when I DARE vent about my problems, online or offline, anywhere, people minimize it.

"Hey don't be so negative."

"At least you're not a woman/black/gay, your life would be worse."

"You need to take responsibility for your problems. The world doesn't revolve around you."

Responsibility?

I've seen, no joke, foid coworkers, at my previous office, receive more kindness and compassion from COWORKERS, essentially strangers, than I have received by EVERYONE in the entirety of my life.

Is it that fucking difficult to show 0.1% empathy?

Is it that difficult to NOT dismiss my venting as "whining"?

Is it that difficult for people to NOT go out of their way and ruin my copiums, YouTube, TV, videogames?

Fuck.

I am so depressed I even have a headache. It hurts. It hurts that I am forced to act strong and keep going to work, keep masking, keep acting stoical in front of normies.

It hurts that foids almost universally think of me as a predator.

It hurts that I can't even enjoy copium sometimes. Because the fiction of a cute female character being nice to you is too surreal, too unbelievable, it breaks suspension of disbelief.

It hurts all this touch starvation.

Fuck

Sounds like something I’ve would have written up

 

[The Judge]

 

[antisocialcel]

You shouldn't seek normie approval, them talking and dogs shitting are the same, you have to prove your worth to yourself even if it's something small

 

[Poindexter]

You shouldn't seek normie approval, them talking and dogs shitting are the same, you have to prove your worth to yourself even if it's something small

 

[TruecelVariant]

I had an argument with someone, and they pulled the "oh please you're a cis white male, don't act like your life is so hard".

I just can't. I'm a fucking virgin at 27. I'm burnt out from work. I'm working full time and taking a Master's part time. And as many guys on here I'm on the spectrum.

I don't want to talk about my life story but I haven't had it easy. Every small thing I got in my life was through sheer struggle. No one ever "handed me anything on a silver platter".

I'm so fucking touch starved. And my autistic traits have become heightened over the years. I grow tired faster than usual. I grow irritated more than usual. I grow more bothered than usual by loud noises and changes in my routine.

This isn't a post about inceldom. It's not about politics either. It's about feeling ignored, abandoned, and gaslighted.

People actively go out of their way to ruin my copium. Movies? Woke garbage. Anime and videogames? Increasingly less violent, less sexual, more censored. YouTube? Ruined by Left vs Right bullshit culture wars.

I fucking can't. I've been hearing for many years from many people that I'm privileged. A guy from a lower income family and an alcoholic father, autistic, without friends or gf, "privileged"?

And when I DARE vent about my problems, online or offline, anywhere, people minimize it.

"Hey don't be so negative."

"At least you're not a woman/black/gay, your life would be worse."

"You need to take responsibility for your problems. The world doesn't revolve around you."

Responsibility?

I've seen, no joke, foid coworkers, at my previous office, receive more kindness and compassion from COWORKERS, essentially strangers, than I have received by EVERYONE in the entirety of my life.

Is it that fucking difficult to show 0.1% empathy?

Is it that difficult to NOT dismiss my venting as "whining"?

Is it that difficult for people to NOT go out of their way and ruin my copiums, YouTube, TV, videogames?

Fuck.

I am so depressed I even have a headache. It hurts. It hurts that I am forced to act strong and keep going to work, keep masking, keep acting stoical in front of normies.

It hurts that foids almost universally think of me as a predator.

It hurts that I can't even enjoy copium sometimes. Because the fiction of a cute female character being nice to you is too surreal, too unbelievable, it breaks suspension of disbelief.

It hurts all this touch starvation.

Fuck

The modern believe that white cis men dont have it hard is a communist feminist psyop. Especially considering thay the current conditoons make it so such men are chastised by media and all over the place. The brainwashed cucks, nigrones, and juans, believe that their past of hardship trumps and sense of current hardship, or that current hardship is less that past wrongs. Literal retards who exalt the past, neglect the present and try to control the future. Time cucked by feminist communist intellegentsia