When i cum into the paper towel
i always realize the futility of human existence .
i realize that we are bound by instincts
and that i am just another slave to this System .
And by masturbating , i essentially cucked myself and let cruel mother nature win again .
By giving in to my primal urges , i admit defeat .
I surrender and throw my ideals out the window for some instant gratification and a short rush of dopamine
, before i am engulfed by shame and regret .
Even if i ascended , i would probably feel like shit afterwards .
What even is my purpose on this planet ?
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Two Days later , i will go through this shit all over again .
Didnt some famous guy say once that insanity is doing the same thing over and over again , expecting different results ?
Or was it just Vaas from Far cry ? jfl
Autism has become an epidemic .
i always realize the futility of human existence .
i realize that we are bound by instincts
and that i am just another slave to this System .
And by masturbating , i essentially cucked myself and let cruel mother nature win again .
By giving in to my primal urges , i admit defeat .
I surrender and throw my ideals out the window for some instant gratification and a short rush of dopamine
, before i am engulfed by shame and regret .
Even if i ascended , i would probably feel like shit afterwards .
What even is my purpose on this planet ?
-------
Two Days later , i will go through this shit all over again .
Didnt some famous guy say once that insanity is doing the same thing over and over again , expecting different results ?
Or was it just Vaas from Far cry ? jfl
Autism has become an epidemic .
