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Tenshi
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- May 21, 2020
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I really can't have shit in this life, even some fraction of time not feeling like absolute crap for living in a retard world where I'm seen as nothing but garbage.
I find it funny to not say unsettling how ALWAYS whenever I'm feeling good a foid will do something to me and make me feel like shit again. This time things weren't any different.
In fact I was feeling so good I even approached a girl. Now, I can take the rejection at the moment, what I hate is being lied and having foids giving me hope. This one didn't give me looks of disgust, bullshit excuses, nada. She was chilling and talking to me, god I even felt like she wanted to talk more and I messed up by leaving too soon (I had to go to work).
Got her number, sent her a message. She didn't reply for hours. When I was going back home I checked my phone I saw she had just seen my message. Guess what she did? Blocked me, without exchanging a single word.
I'm just fed up with this shit man, I can't describe the contradictory mix of disappointment, anger and jadedness I felt at the moment. I can just say I really wished death upon her, with all my heart.
This little bitch couldn't even have manners to text me some bullshit excuse. Zero fucks, I'm not a human being, right? I don't got feelings, I don't deserve the bare minimum, right? that's what she thinks. That's how most of these cunts think of guys (who aren't chads, ofc). Fuck man, that shit destroyed my whole week.
I find it funny to not say unsettling how ALWAYS whenever I'm feeling good a foid will do something to me and make me feel like shit again. This time things weren't any different.
In fact I was feeling so good I even approached a girl. Now, I can take the rejection at the moment, what I hate is being lied and having foids giving me hope. This one didn't give me looks of disgust, bullshit excuses, nada. She was chilling and talking to me, god I even felt like she wanted to talk more and I messed up by leaving too soon (I had to go to work).
Got her number, sent her a message. She didn't reply for hours. When I was going back home I checked my phone I saw she had just seen my message. Guess what she did? Blocked me, without exchanging a single word.
I'm just fed up with this shit man, I can't describe the contradictory mix of disappointment, anger and jadedness I felt at the moment. I can just say I really wished death upon her, with all my heart.
This little bitch couldn't even have manners to text me some bullshit excuse. Zero fucks, I'm not a human being, right? I don't got feelings, I don't deserve the bare minimum, right? that's what she thinks. That's how most of these cunts think of guys (who aren't chads, ofc). Fuck man, that shit destroyed my whole week.