BCNincel
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- Oct 16, 2021
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@Pumkin
You tell what happened to me. Even the weirdos, freaks, quiet... had girlfriends. I was a weirdo my whole hs. With a difference with you. I didn't double efforts because I was so autistic and socially retarded that I didn't even know what to say after "hey, what's up?" and I was terrified by the constant bullying I received. Women gave me terrible negative reinforcement. I was basically a shadow in the back of the classroom in the last year of hs, when they got tired of bullying me, making fun of me etc, they ALL ignored me en masse. It was so brutal. It seems like science fiction that you say "I doubled my efforts" with who??? how could you?? my level of autism, social inhibition, negative reinforcement and social retardation were so brutal that I was unable to make friends with anyone, NOT EVEN WITH GEEKERS, WEIRDS ETC
[UWSL]Your post has made me relive traumas and pain from the past and now I feel really bad... how brutal everything has been...[/UWSL]