It's Over Escortcelling for the first time. Is this rock bottom?

[Beaverino]

I have gone insane this last two days. Having despairing thoughts in my dark little room makes everything feel beyond real. I have no libido and I feel insecure about it.

Because I have nothing to lose anymore I wanted to try again with a woman. So tomorrow I will be seeing an escort (milf pornstar in my country in Europe) and I fee like shit, I don't even know what I want.

Have I become the cliche of the quiet yet perverted guy? What even am I?

 

[GowkBird]

milf pornstar

how much did you paid and how much do you make in month?

Have I become the cliche of the quiet yet perverted guy?

Also, do you seriously care about this?

 

[Deleted member 8353]

I don't know bro, if it were legal and reasonably accessible where I live then maybe I'd try it. Personally I don't get how some here still have any pride left to lose.

 

[Beaverino]

how much did you paid and how much do you make in month?

I'm gonna pay 250 (she's not a world renowned pornstar or anything). I'm unemployed, I will pay her with good investments that I made in crypto back in the day.

 

[Napoleon de Nascar]

Is ok, is more honorable than betabuxxing

 

[matrix]

Not exactly anything wrong with it other than giving roasties money to pay rent and eat etc. Also its almost like fully accepting you cant get laid for free which is brutal. I think more people would do it if it were cheaper or they were richer themselves. Only reason I dont is I dont have money to throw away on a beaten up hole. I want to get laid but not that much. I won't be able to live with myself knowing that I put pussy on a pedestal.

 

[Deleted member 17889]

Not exactly anything wrong with it other than giving roasties money to pay rent and eat etc. Also its almost like fully accepting you cant get laid for free which is brutal. I think more people would do it if it were cheaper or they were richer themselves. Only reason I dont is I dont have money to throw away on a beaten up hole. I want to get laid but not that much. I won't be able to live with myself knowing that I put pussy on a pedestal.

 

[Beaverino]

I want to get laid but not that much.

Even though it may seem hypocritical in a thread like this, I feel the same way. I'm just not sane anymore.

 

[wide_eyed_optimism_]

Not exactly anything wrong with it other than giving roasties money to pay rent and eat etc. Also its almost like fully accepting you cant get laid for free which is brutal. I think more people would do it if it were cheaper or they were richer themselves. Only reason I dont is I dont have money to throw away on a beaten up hole. I want to get laid but not that much. I won't be able to live with myself knowing that I put pussy on a pedestal.

Based

 

[Beaverino]

do you seriously care about this?

I don't care what people think. What worries me it's how fast I have gone downhill in other parts of my life. What has resulted in me hating myself even more and doing things like this, about which I'm not even excited about.

 

[IronMike]

post pics of the hole

 

[Firefly]

Congratulations, you are going to become a cuck.
You should pay more money to femoids sweaty.

If you have any sense of manhood left in you don't do it OP,
YOU WILL REGRET IT.

 

[Beaverino]

you are going to become a cuck.

Sadly, nothing new

If you have any sense of manhood left

I don't have any sense of humanity anymore

 

[Saigon Depression]

I also have contrasting feelings about escortcelling.

It would be nice to have sex, but I am freaked out of the thought that she would be disgusted by me (because I'm a subhuman), she would be cold, unresponsive, maybe she would even reject me.

 

[Haywire]

sad life we live. why milf? why not youngest?

 

[Blacktarpill]

I'm gonna pay 250 (she's not a world renowned pornstar or anything). I'm unemployed, I will pay her with good investments that I made in crypto back in the day.

Dont waste your money on that if you are neet tbh.

 

[inceldaygamer_]

I waited until I was 25 then I escortcelled.

There are highs and lows.

Highs: Fucking a cute Brazilian model tier foid (legit 9/10, dirty blonde hair, gorgeous brown eyes)

Getting a blowjob from a cute young local 19 year old single mom foid and a proper GFE experience.

Lows:

Getting trapped by prostitute and pimp and scuffling with them for 20 minutes because the whore looked like a crackhoe and I didn't want to go through with it.

She hit me on the head with her stilettos and I was bleeding down my head by the time she got my wallet but didn't find the money (it was in the secret compartment that she didn't notice)

Getting ripped off paying for 1 hour and only getting 20 minutes because I'd cummed (they won't do anything without payment up front).

A lot of foids who just had a bad attitude in general.

So yeah, highs and lows and it's hit and miss what you'll get.

And it's legal here in Europe as well, but still very seedy.

 

[_wifebeater_]

Just inform yourself well enough, 80% of hookers are not worth it.

 

[Hate_my_life]

Not exactly anything wrong with it other than giving roasties money to pay rent and eat etc. Also its almost like fully accepting you cant get laid for free which is brutal. I think more people would do it if it were cheaper or they were richer themselves. Only reason I dont is I dont have money to throw away on a beaten up hole. I want to get laid but not that much. I won't be able to live with myself knowing that I put pussy on a pedestal.

This but also religious reasons.

 

[Beaverino]

why milf?

I find them more attractive in general

 

[deafcel]

It's the oldest business in the world for a reason. Other people may think that you are a loser if you have sex with escort, but what the fuck do they know? As autismcel, you don't stand a chance, never had, because you just can't connect with anyone, except maybe other nerds and autists, but in those groups there are very rarely women. Your brain works differently.

So do it, you can at least try it. 250$ as unemployed guy is rough tho.

 

[Ugly_equals_Death]

I have gone insane this last two days. Having despairing thoughts in my dark little room makes everything feel beyond real. I have no libido and I feel insecure about it.

Because I have nothing to lose anymore I wanted to try again with a woman. So tomorrow I will be seeing an escort (milf pornstar in my country in Europe) and I fee like shit, I don't even know what I want.

Have I become the cliche of the quiet yet perverted guy? What even am I?

Having an ugly face and short height is rock bottom

 

[kvn]

Whats your opinion on having a regular established whore who you visit from time to time? Ideally some young college student who needs to pay bills

If i ever escortcell this would be the way id go

 

[Deleted member 17419]

I'm gonna pay 250

For an hour?

 

[PPEcel]

Good luck, OP. I don't think regularly visiting an escort is a solution for everyone, but I do think everyone on this forum should try it at least once in their lifetime. I hope you have fun and manage your finances responsibly.

Whats your opinion on having a regular established whore who you visit from time to time? Ideally some young college student who needs to pay bills

If i ever escortcell this would be the way id go

A few notes:
1) Young college students are expensive, because they're young, and they're educated. If you're looking for quick one-hour meets once a month, a college-educated foid is unnecessary. If you're looking for a sugar baby experience that emulates a more traditional relationship, that would be more useful.

2) Attitude and technique matters most. A 7/10, 28-year-old foid who smiles at you, makes eye contact with your subhuman face, and responds to your cues will give you a much better experience than a 9/10 19-year-old who doesn't look or speak to you, who moves her body mechanically, and scrapes her teeth on your dick.

 

[Deleted member 20434]

sad life we live. why milf? why not youngest?

over for jefferyepsteincels