It's Over Time flies fast as hell when your life is boring

[packardD]

Boring, pointless existence on this sphere located in the middle of nowhere (aka planet earth). Every day is the same. Every freaking day.

I am going insane. And what is even more concerning is I don’t want this to change. And it can’t change. I will never be accepted by normscum. It’s just that all I want is never happening. Like in that song "burn it down" by linkin park : "all that I needed was the one thing I couldn’t find". I just want peace of mind at this point. Not so long ago I was hoping one day I wake up 6‘8 and handsome, jfl. My brain is so fried from all the craniofacial / endocrinological stuff I have read recently. I go outside I immediately start analyzing height and face and frame and nt-ness of the by passers. I am tired man. I am not interested in anything. This life is so stupid man…

@DreamCoper

 

[Drekavac]

no its slow and painful

 

[Fantasea]

boring or fun, time flies when u follow a strict routine.

 

[AutistSupremacist]

boring or fun, time flies when u follow a strict routine.

 

[Icarus]

no its slow and painful

 

[nico]

im 22, yesterday I was 16 newly in high-school all excited about how it's gonna turn my shitty life into a cool one

 

[killchad]

im 22, yesterday I was 16 newly in high-school all excited about how it's gonna turn my shitty life into a cool one

Highschool was and will probably be the worst part of my life

 

[nico]

Highschool was and will probably be the worst part of my life

it turned out to be eventually

 

[m3nt4Lbl0ck3d]

It only gets faster because in our repetitive life's there is nothing to savour or really live in the moment and appreciate that makes I watch the clock and beg it to stop.

 

[DreamCoper]

Appreciate the @ brother. The passage of time is marked in our brain by the quantity of new memories formed. About the age of most users on this site (18-24) the standard new memories are ones that revolve around romantic/sexual experiences, which we do not have. This we effectively become ‘old’ and time begins to fly sooner than most people. Our passage of new memories ended around puberty when most new memories revolves around exploration, and we had very little existing memories to double-up on. We ‘live less’ than chad, we are truly the walking dead. Over.

 

[DreamCoper]

Would be interesting to get some takes from the oldcels here.

 

[DreamCoper]

Not so long ago I was hoping one day I wake up 6‘8 and handsome, jfl

I didn’t really hit puberty until 15, so I was able to cope that I was a 6’5 chad athlete for quite a long while. By 17 I was anylizing everyone’s fucking canthal tilt as well. It’s genuinely fucked now it’s like learning a language, you can’t not understand the words. Gonna make a seperate post about this probs.

 

[Runt171]

no its slow and painful

It depends
I can imagine if you have to work it would be slow and Painful but as a neet time seems to go by very quickly as your rotting

 

[joaquin_guzman]

no its slow and painful

 

[D. B. Gooner]

Sphere?

 

[Sans]

I'm 23 now and have to wageslave.
Yesterday I was 17, lonely and depressed but still hopeful for what new adventures college would have in store.
The day before, I was 10 years old in the summer of 2012, playing outside and actually having fun.

It's so over.