Story time
I have fucked two (2) escorts, one was in September the other was in November, both of whom had 'incall' apartments at the far ends of my country - one to the north, the other to the south. I had to travel for about four (4) hours each way to visit each escort but it was worth it. In January I tried to see a local escort in the next city over but she cancelled our appointment over text because I asked her over text if I could film our session. I haven't tried escortcelling again until this month when I messaged the same chick as I tried in January and she said to call her on the day, but then on the day I tried calling her but she did not pick up, I then called her once every hour, seven (7) more times and when she finally picked up in the late afternoon she said that she was not going to book any more sessions that day
I had a great time with the first two (2) escorts. The first chick was chubby with blue hair and huge breasts that I got to fondle, we did missionary, doggy, then her on top and then after I came we cuddled. She let me film. She didn't do bareback so I finished in condom but she does anal, so maybe I will go back to put it in her butt sometime without condom if I feel up to another 4-hour trek each way. The second chick was kind of posh and quite hot with small boobs and a round butt, she gave me a BJ before I ate her out, fingered her, fucked her with condom missionary & doggy style, then she let me film her giving me a BJ (no condom) and I came in her mouth (she did not swallow however, ran to the bathroom to spit). Then she let me film her giving me another BJ and hand job and I came on myself
Based off of those three (3) experiences (2 meets & a rejection), can I honestly say that escortceling reduces insanity, depression & makes me feel happy? - Yes, absolutely, it is a lot of fun, especially if they are nice to you (or pretend to not be disgusted by you). It might be some of the only times in your life you will get to experience what it is like to have a normal sex life and be treated as if you are sexually desirable by a female - it does something to your mental and gives you a bit of hope, at least it did with me. Some chicks say on their profile that they will let you go bareback but they will usually charge extra also it's a gamble with regards to pregnancies and STD's. I will definitely try a bareback escort if I can make sure it is safe; a dude should be able to experience bareback sex with a chick ending with a creampie at least once in his life. If they let you film them, you can watch the footage every once in a while and fap to it, I do not have a porn addiction but it would probably help fapping to your own sex tapes instead of porn. The local escort chick rejecting me made me feel kind of shitty for the rest of that day but I got over it and realised that even escortceling is a numbers game and that you should expect the occasional flake and/or rejection. I will try other local escorts before trying that chick again, maybe I will eventually get to have my turn with her
I suppose I am one of the lucky ones because I did not get rejected during my first couple of attempts at escortceling. If the first chick and the second chick had both rejected me it probably would have made me feel even worse about myself, especially if it had been after I had turned up on her doorstep and she had taken a look at me and then turned me away
The website I use to browse escorts (idk if I can say which one it is in case feds are watching
but I found it when someone posted it on 4chan it ends in '.com', also look for hints & patterns in this paragraph and the next) shows you the profile & photos of each escort who does 'adult work' as well as reviews & feedback she has received from punters. It shows you the services she offers as well, how to book, what her hourly rate is, etc. What I do is, I browse for a while and find one that I like the look of, that I can afford and does the things I want to do with her, that has a lot of positive feedback and does not have a profile that is too intimidating/scammy, and then I get in touch with her to book. Sadly, there are very few escorts that are actually 7/10+ or at least a Stacylite, and a lot of chicks that do 'adult work' do it because it is easy money and they cannot hold down a normal job or lock down a husband, perhaps they were sexually abused by older men when they were young. However if you just want a warm female body to hold for a while and warm female holes to fuck for a while then you might be able to overlook any other flaws these chicks have
tl;dr: yes seeing escorts improves my mental if they don't reject me because I get to feel like I am sexually desired by a woman even if they are just being polite or pretending not to be disgusted by me, if you want to escortcel find a reputable website for 'adult work' and find chicks with a lot of feedback from punters, sadly you probably will not find any chicks who are at least a 7/10 or a Stacylite and the ones that are will charge in the thousands as opposed to the hundreds. Most escorts won't do bareback and the ones that do charge extra and ask you for a recent negative STD test. If escortceling is illegal in your country watch out for feds, scams/blackmail or human trafficking operations