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LifeMaxxer
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There's a type of depression that takes your mind by force when you realize that you have NOTHING to look forward to. It makes my head hurt to the point where veins start popping out my forehead. Maybe a doctor's appointment is in line.
The only thing that makes the pain go away is talking to others and socializing. Even if it's just trying to befriend new people or getting to know others better. I genuinely think being a entertainer in a friend group is the best way to go. This site use to be a great cope but after being here for 2 years, it loses its novelty and freshness.
There's something in me pushing me to connect and if I don't, I genuinely think high blood pressure will mid-dif me before I even get the chance to consider suicide. I am only 21 and my head begins to burn so much, how will I feel when I'm 25 or 30? This is something I must avoid with my best efforts.
The only thing that makes the pain go away is talking to others and socializing. Even if it's just trying to befriend new people or getting to know others better. I genuinely think being a entertainer in a friend group is the best way to go. This site use to be a great cope but after being here for 2 years, it loses its novelty and freshness.
There's something in me pushing me to connect and if I don't, I genuinely think high blood pressure will mid-dif me before I even get the chance to consider suicide. I am only 21 and my head begins to burn so much, how will I feel when I'm 25 or 30? This is something I must avoid with my best efforts.