Serious Does anyone else not see escorts due to delusional fantasy of losing virginity to a loving foid?

[RegularManlet]

This is not my only reason for not escortmaxxing but it is definitely apart of it.

Maybe because I am only 21 and still have some hope even though right now there really is no hope for me.

However apart of why I do not see escorts is because once I lose my virginity that way it is gone for good, no do backs, and there is no way to know how I will feel about that. I have hope that I could save my virginity lovingly for a foid that I really care about as I always have.

There is more to it than that, however this certainly is apart of it, I have a way I want to lose my virginity that money can not buy

Hoping some other brocels get me or maybe I will just get mean comments calling me a retard or a fakecel for having hope of ascending

 

[BasedRiceBro]

I see them it's like ordering fast food on the menu

 

[Ghostface]

besides being a dicklet, i would rather spend my wagiebucks on vidya and junkfood

 

[Gokubro]

I don't see escorts because I would rather eat shit than to give money to a nonrelative foid.

 

[RegularManlet]

I see them it's like ordering fast food on the menu

besides being a dicklet, i would rather spend my wagiebucks on vidya and junkfood

Yeah there are reasons like that beyond just what I mentioned, but what do you think of my original premise?
I think it would be brutal to get addicted to escorts too, a very expensive addiction.

 

[slashER]

besides being a dicklet, i would rather spend my wagiebucks on vidya and junkfood

 

[Defetivecuckachu]

You're not alone, I used to think like that. I got over it though.

 

[RegularManlet]

You're not alone, I used to think like that. I got over it though.

Mind sharing further? Did you end up seeing escorts? Did you just lose hope as you got older? Have you not seen escorts but realise just how stupid this is?

 

[Defetivecuckachu]

Mind sharing further? Did you end up seeing escorts? Did you just lose hope as you got older? Have you not seen escorts but realise just how stupid this is?

I fucked escorts a few times. Was hard finding the courage to do it the first time. Was probably fortunate to find one that seemed to think helping sad incels was doing good work in the world.

Later I realized the receptionist/ madam and other girls in that place were fully laughing at my loserdom behind my back and that just killed it for me, I don't escortcel any more.

But on the whole I regret nothing, I'm glad I did it, I can cope that I'm not a literal virgin and I have known what penis in vag feels like.

 

[RegularManlet]

Later I realized the receptionist/ madam and other girls in that place were fully laughing at my loserdom behind my back and that just killed it for me, I don't escortcel any more.

That just seems horrible to me and not a way to enjoy sex at all, even though I dont know what it feels like

If I was planning on roping though I would definitely got an escort before I died.

 

[BasedRiceBro]

That just seems horrible to me and not a way to enjoy sex at all, even though I dont know what it feels like

If I was planning on roping though I would definitely got an escort before I died.

Go Germany Austria it's way cheaper there to escortmaxx

 

[RegularManlet]

Go Germany Austria it's way cheaper there to escortmaxx

I think travelling halfway across the globe may just defeat the purpose of it being cheap.

 

[kay']

If i was young again i would lose my virginity to an escort at 18 not a single day more

 

[RegularManlet]

If i was young again i would lose my virginity to an escort at 18 not a single day more

I don't know if I would feel the same though, I may find myself disgusted by it afterwards, but I may also be denying myself for no reason whatsoever.

 

[cunnylover69]

You're not alone, I used to think like that. I got over it though.

Same with me. Big part of accepting the blackpill is realizing there is no perfect virgin looksmatch for every man. Kinda scared to get a hooker though. For the reason you gave. I guess if one solicited me I would go for it.

 

[RegularManlet]

Big part of accepting the blackpill is realizing there is no perfect virgin looksmatch for every man

I have accepted it, statistically its like a fucking unicorn especially as a manlet you can see the stats on acceptance as a partner based on height but I can't let go of it, ITS ALL I WANT IN LIFE. Its all I want from this stupid world, who cares about anything else? I honestly couldnt give a fuck im over it, I would probably kill myself if I let go of this completely because life would be pretty pointless to me.

 

[cunnylover69]

I have accepted it, statistically its like a fucking unicorn especially as a manlet you can see the stats on acceptance as a partner based on height but I can't let go of it, ITS ALL I WANT IN LIFE. Its all I want from this stupid world, who cares about anything else? I honestly couldnt give a fuck im over it, I would probably kill myself if I let go of this completely because life would be pretty pointless to me.

Yeah its impossible to completely accept without giving up your humanity. Similar to a soldier who becomes a mindless killing machine, but they have a singular purpose that keeps them going, at least until they are reintroduced to society and end up offing themselves.

 

[RegularManlet]

Yeah its impossible to completely accept without giving up your humanity. Similar to a soldier who becomes a mindless killing machine, but they have a singular purpose that keeps them going, at least until they are reintroduced to society and end up offing themselves.

I don't know I just can't or at least a low body count foid I could pair bond with, I would not be surprised if I go insane or something at 30, it will be too far gone at that point if I don't get what I want, and if I don't im hurting people from my high school that did this to me before I go.

 

[cunnylover69]

I don't know I just can't or at least a low body count foid I could pair bond with, I would not be surprised if I go insane or something at 30, it will be too far gone at that point if I don't get what I want, and if I don't im hurting people from my high school that did this to me before I go.

Ultimately everything is just a cope for not fulfilling our evolutionary mandate. There will always be a nagging feeling, your brain telling you how much of a failure of a human being you are. I really hope this will go away when I get older but it probably won't and i'll end up doing something bad. Or maybe I already am.

Well, we all die at the end of the day so what does it matter? Its not like having kids would make me any more significant of a being in grand scheme of things. I'd be a failure of a father and they would be failures as well. At least thats my cope so I can enjoy myself in the present. Kill any possibility of a good future to avoid worrying about it. Maybe that is a paradox though. Maybe they are right when they say inceldom is a self fulfilling prophecy. But the alternative is fake it til you make it. Except most of us wont make it so we'll just be faking it for the rest of our lives, which is exactly what most normies do.

 

[RegularManlet]

Its not like having kids would make me any more significant of a being in grand scheme of things. I'd be a failure of a father and they would be failures as well.

I don't particularly care for kids but I think I could do it right with HGH or a tall foid, its not something I can even consider or give alot of thought as an incel though so I have not dwelled on it much.

Maybe they are right when they say inceldom is a self fulfilling prophecy. But the alternative is fake it til you make it. Except most of us wont make it so we'll just be faking it for the rest of our lives, which is exactly what most normies do.

It's a self fulfilling prophecy because the blackpill removes the "ignorance is bliss" which you need to be hyper NT and fake it till you make it, I don't see it as a logical argument against the blackpill, I was incel before this site regardless, right now the way it is going I will have either stopped using this site because I died or ascended.

 

[nirvanacowboy]

Yeah I hate having morals

 

[RegularManlet]

Yeah I hate having morals

Morals is apart of it but more that I may not even enjoy it, I would enjoy non paid sex more and then losing virginity to an escort would ruin it, or maybe I could betabuxx for sex and lose my virginity that way, might feel better than an escort.

 

[RegularManlet]

Its so over when your thinking about all the different ways you can lose your virginity like betabuxxing or escorting, meanwhile chad loses his virginity at 13 with a prime JB pussy 13 year old virgin foid.

 

[WishIwasmolested]

Escorts still are attracted to you. They wouldn’t be having sex with you if they weren’t.
I say go for it. Be grateful you enjoy the right to choose to lose your virginity this way.

 

[RegularManlet]

Escorts still are attracted to you. They wouldn’t be having sex with you if they weren’t.
I say go for it. Be grateful you enjoy the right to choose to lose your virginity this way.

I doubt they will be attracted to me and alot of their clients they are doing it for money, I also do not ideally want to lose my virginity this way, I want to lose my virginity with a virgin foid that loves me ideally.

 

[WishIwasmolested]

I doubt they will be attracted to me and alot of their clients they are doing it for money, I also do not ideally want to lose my virginity this way, I want to lose my virginity with a virgin foid that loves me ideally.

If you aren’t attracted to somebody, you DON’T have sex with them. Period. End of story.
I hope you get to lose it ideally the way you want, but I would be SO fucking grateful if losing it to an escort was an option for me.

 

[RegularManlet]

If you aren’t attracted to somebody, you DON’T have sex with them. Period. End of story.

Not so certain this applies to escorts outside of extreme circumstances with hygiene and such.