Everything a woman does is expected to be celebrated yet a man doing the same thing becomes the villain unless he's Chad as Chad & all females are the only special group (along with Jews) that can never do wrong or be blamed for anything.
I used to hold notions of a loving wife that I could be romantic with & such but it's merely false reality inserted to the brain thanks to Disney & other such nonsense bluepilling us since our inception.
Women are whores & want the best genetics with the only test the guy has to pass is if her friends are jealous she has that man. Every day is a shit test & if you go too low at any point you crash & burn.
There is no intimacy or trust, simply fuck the whore & do not get attached as she'll cuck you; if you can even get a bitch in the first place.
I now keep space in my imagination for true love by hugging my dakimakura & any dreams that come about that night.