I am Muslim, I was thinking like that 1 year ago, I said to myself, "You are sub5 with a miserable life and some niggas live this life on easy, they get whatever they want and you can't even play a game cuz you are poor and you can't lose the KHHV card cuz you are subhuman, Is this justice from God, or is life just luck and meaningless?"
After thinking, doing some researches, I found out that atheism is not real, a massive universe with billions of systems and everything in nature is fuckin perfect, I thought about the human body, it is crazy, your DNA that you cannot see by your naked eye is 2 meters tall, the organs is unbelievable perfect and complexed, All this cannot exist by chance, all this universe cannot exist by chance from the nowhere.
I believed in God, He is the creator of that complex perfect universe, and I searched about the injustice in life, the answer key is "Life is a test"
, you have some factors and you live with it, you do your own test and after death you will see the result
For example, you are disabled and have a miserable life but you believed in Allah and did what you are able to do and you were patient, you will go to heaven and the first second in heaven is able to make you forget 100 years of miserable life.
Another test is the chad test, Imagine you were born as tall handsome chad in a rich family, you live life on easy mode, you get whatever you want but you didn't believe in Allah, you didn't pray or obey Allah rules, After death you would go to hell and the first second in hell is able to make you forget 100 years of luxury life.
That is why I am Muslim, I found the answers of my questions in Islam, I found the purpose of life in Islam, and I found atheism is a lie and a way to cope in life.