Serious Do you still have hope, keep improving yourself or gave up long ago?

[Rick prime]

Title. If you gave up, have you been able to truly accept your situation? Please, tell me about what you think about yourself

As for me, I've been able to somewhat beat severe depression after 5 years and now use copes with relatively low hate towards my situation and the whole world. It's not like I expect anything to get better but at least I was able to accept this. I guess, they call it whitepill

No. Because soon the prelude will be over and the real piece will about to be played