Do any of you have such big fuck-ups that you are mortified if you meet somebody that used to know you?

[Deleted member 7448]

As many of you know, I was an alcoholic. I embarrassed myself utterly, many times. It was a period of ~2 years of constant public shame. I even drunkenly messaged some people on social media, that were past acquaintances even back then, further increasing the amount of people who I have embarrassed myself to.

Now I'm mortified of walking down the street and meeting somebody I used to know. And it happens sometimes, I feel like burrowing into the ground when somebody recognizes me.

There was another period of my life of extreme shame, and now I have to dodge like everybody that used to know me. I hate being outside.

 

[wasted12years]

Old classmates i haven't seen for over 10 years wont say hi to me in real life, they just ignore me. Fucking normies, they all have families and GFs now.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

Sorta yeah, I never had a low inhib alcoholic phase like you, but I remember being extremely embarassed when I got into a horrible high school, I don't want to see or be seen by anyone pre-highschool because of it, they all went to excellent schools. It's all fine since no one contacted me either ever since, even though many had my digits.

 

[StaroRavager]

I wouldn’t exactly use the word mortified, by it would be problematic if I ran into certain people from my past

 

[micropenis29]

Mortified? No. Annoyed? Yes.

As a schizoid, I prefer to not run into people I used to know because I couldn't give any less of a shit about their lives. Yet I know, since they're normies, that they think that I care and will want to talk to me anyways.

Normies assume everyone else is deeply interested in their cucked normie lives.

 

[Cuyen]

Not really ,i'm in the a point that i don't care about them anymore

 

[Deleted member 15752]

I wouldn’t exactly use the word mortified, by it would be problematic if I ran into certain people from my past

 

[GameDevCel]

i'm like you, i'm also a public disaster when i'm drunk op

 

[Deleted member 7448]

i'm like you, i'm also a public disaster when i'm drunk op

I haven't had a drink in years because I fucked my health up, but the shame and the humiliation will last a lifetime.

 

[Blacktarpill]

Im not sure. Well, its better to stay behind the truth.

 

[CreepElite]

My problem was that I never had the decency to be shy. Throughout my school years, I was constantly trying new, ridiculous things in vain attempts to achieve popularity. I was the definition of cringe every single day. My entire childhood is just one continuous embarrassing memory. I wouldn't care to run into anyone from my hometown who used to know me.

I didn't become self-aware until I graduated high school. I suddenly realized that there was something wrong with me, I would never fit in or be accepted by other people, and from then on I became a complete social recluse.

My only solace is the fact that 99% of my graduating class are now on drugs, homeless, in prison, dead, fat, or hit the wall.

 

[anon]

Sometimes I see people from elementary school in public transport. As soon as I see them, I leave the tram/buss even if they spotted me.
There's one guy from elementary school who goes to my college and I see him every few months. Luckily he ignores me too, probably because he's a high tier normie and doesn't want to be associated with me in any way. We played vidya together when we were 9-12 so you could say we were friends.

 

[Michael15651]

That sounds absolutely horrifying.

 

[HardToSwallow]

Old classmates i haven't seen for over 10 years wont say hi to me in real life, they just ignore me. Fucking normies, they all have families and GFs now.

Same bro, maybe they just don't recognize you

 

[Sans]

If someone recognized me as my name, I’d be weirded out but okay. If someone recognized me as Sans from incels.is, well, I’d be pretty fucked.

 

[FinnCel]

My reputation as my hometown was already ruined as a teenager because of rumors about me...
It never began

 

[MarriedAndLookin4Fun]

My reputation as my hometown was already ruined as a teenager because of rumors about me...

Absolutely brutal bro

 

[FinnCel]

Absolutely brutal bro

I've written about it before

Police came and took me away from school!!!

TLDR AT END Ok, so I went a week without drinking but I just remembered this shit that happened 10 years ago. So cheers and listen to my story. So I used to be a normal weight kid back in primary school (Finnish primary school is grades 1-6, ages 7-12. I got bullied a lot physically and...

incels.is

 

[Deleted member 4159]

Yes. I am very careful when I return to my hometown.

 

[LastGerman]

There was another period of my life of extreme shame, and now I have to dodge like everybody that used to know me. I hate being outside.

Just hide yourself at the local gym.

 

[Cuyen]

Im not sure. Well, its better to stay behind the truth.

 

[Erenor]

As many of you know, I was an alcoholic. I embarrassed myself utterly, many times. It was a period of ~2 years of constant public shame. I even drunkenly messaged some people on social media, that were past acquaintances even back then, further increasing the amount of people who I have embarrassed myself to.

Now I'm mortified of walking down the street and meeting somebody I used to know. And it happens sometimes, I feel like burrowing into the ground when somebody recognizes me.

There was another period of my life of extreme shame, and now I have to dodge like everybody that used to know me. I hate being outside.

my respect for becoming while beeing incel though

 

[Deleted member 6599]

1000% OP.
I did the same thing 100+ times. And to a degree I still manage to do so.
I have about a week long memory for most of my shameful deeds.
Except for the odd times where my own stupidity haunts me and my mind tortures me for a few hours.
I am a radical binge drinker. Completely different person, and very self destructive. Other people weren't harmed in any real sense.

 

[Deleted member 60]

yes, I will avoid them at all costs

 

[Shower_Taker]

Old classmates i haven't seen for over 10 years wont say hi to me in real life, they just ignore me. Fucking normies, they all have families and GFs now.

Wow, this hits very close to home. All my old classmates could not give one fuck about what I’m up to nowadays, even after years of distance and people moving out and just general turmoil that has affected everyone in this city (3rd world).

Last time I encountered a small group of the few old friends that remain stuck here and they didn’t even smile when we greeted. Barely acknowledged me. Reminded me of what a waste it would’ve been to remain here during the years I left.

 

[Cuyen]

Yes. I am very careful when I return to my hometown.

damn man it sucks..

 

[FlamingCel]

yes, I will avoid them at all costs

 

[Michael15651]

Yes. I am very careful when I return to my hometown.

Same, I'd hate to be seen.

 

[Cuyen]

I hate to being around the foids.

 

[Haywire]

yeah i am a living fuck up reminded everyday of how shit i am.

 

[Cuyen]

yeah i am a living fuck up reminded everyday of how shit i am.

 

[SchrodingersDick]

Old classmates i haven't seen for over 10 years wont say hi to me in real life, they just ignore me. Fucking normies, they all have families and GFs now.

Same.. plus I’m bald now.. it’s embarassing being me

 

[GeneticFilth]

My problem was that I never had the decency to be shy. Throughout my school years, I was constantly trying new, ridiculous things in vain attempts to achieve popularity. I was the definition of cringe every single day. My entire childhood is just one continuous embarrassing memory. I wouldn't care to run into anyone from my hometown who used to know me.

I didn't become self-aware until I graduated high school. I suddenly realized that there was something wrong with me, I would never fit in or be accepted by other people, and from then on I became a complete social recluse.

My only solace is the fact that 99% of my graduating class are now on drugs, homeless, in prison, dead, fat, or hit the wall.

This I fail for the put yourself out there, join clubs, and build social skills meme. Imagine a short, acne ridden, and recessed chin guy that thinks personality matters, so he goes up to random people and talks to them. Then I see girls eye fuck guys and talk about how hot certain guys are I mean

 

[Notgoingtomakeit]

Lol the dreaded ... Hey how's life going for you? What are you up to these days man!

 

[Cuyen]

Lol the dreaded ... Hey how's life going for you? What are you up to these days man!

i damn hate those questions coming from normies

 

[Notgoingtomakeit]

i damn hate those questions coming from normies

Not much man.. I am just rotting away but instead you say... Hey everything is great!! Then you quickly change the subject to them

 

[Cuyen]

Not much man.. I am just rotting away but instead you say... Hey everything is great!! Then you quickly change the subject to them

yes bro roting is always better than talking to normies