yes the aftermath of a beheading, a dude in a motorcycle with his head smashed in the back of a truck, 2 drownings, 3 coworkers dead in a car crash.
the beheading we found the severed heard in the woods on top of the body this happened to the son of my family's friend we were out looking for him, he was missing for some days. he owed money to drug dealers. brutal. it happened around the time ISIS beheading propaganda was going around so i think they got inspired by those.
dude in a motorcycle with his head smashed in the back of a truck, we just drove by the neck was very long. the impact was brutal the head went though the wooden panel of the truck in a while he body was hanging outside.
2 drownings 1 was a friend of mine from school, 2nd one my coworker and a good friend at work (this happened years apart from each other) both i got a good look before they took them to medical examiner's office. my coworker i helped load him in the back of the medical examiner's truck both looked stale and hard to move similar to a mannequin. brutal.
3 coworkers dead in a car crash, this was in the company vehicle i was in the same car one of them tried to leave the car and collapsed on the floor as soon as he got out of the car. Coughing up blood gasping for air, his lungs got perforated by a broken rib or something he looked fine otherwise, the other one in the backseat looked like he was sleeping as he always would he died instantly broken spine (i not able to find the translation to what broke exactly, its similar to how we kill a cow around here). the driver was on a typical driver in a car crash position he was a live but died in the hospital something related to organ damage internal bleeding i've seen him in a coffin later in the funeral. brutal.
i would like to think these habbenings doesn't affect me but i'm sure they do mainly the car crash i've been in. i suspect i developed a CTE kinda thing. i just suspect i don't have proof of that other than my behavior after the incident.