Spent the last years learning why I wasn’t loved by my oneitis, or any woman whatsoever… I know it all, I was meant to be beautiful, I was meant to live that life, I was meant to take thirstrap pictures, being desired, life is all about being attractive or not, and u never get out of it, that hollowness never goes away, my mind is burning right now from pain, Im 24 and Im gonna worsen overtime.
I cannot live my entire existence as an ugly man. I tried all sorts of fixes and wasted a lifetime in front of the mirror, trying to not be disgusted by hurting myself, there’s no cure, nothing saves you from dna, it is written in me to be a failure, loner, helpless, disfigured men. I tried christianity and I still feel close to the figure of Jesus Christ, actually, it is the last resort of love left for Incels. But this is too hard, man, this is too hard, I cannot go through this and it’s gonna get worse.
They say not to delve in cuckness but there’s somebody elses eating the woman of my life and kissing her from one moan to another: extreme cuckery level reached, but I gotta face reality, I believe in strict monogamy and I cannot move on, Im the fallen knight, defeated, dishonored man, I will never recover, never forget how I was discarded. There’s no pain I couldn’t take if it meant being desired by the woman of my life, “Pleco Guy” type of pain. I shouldn’t have pushed through cause this pain will never end, Im so tired.
I cannot live my entire existence as an ugly man. I tried all sorts of fixes and wasted a lifetime in front of the mirror, trying to not be disgusted by hurting myself, there’s no cure, nothing saves you from dna, it is written in me to be a failure, loner, helpless, disfigured men. I tried christianity and I still feel close to the figure of Jesus Christ, actually, it is the last resort of love left for Incels. But this is too hard, man, this is too hard, I cannot go through this and it’s gonna get worse.
They say not to delve in cuckness but there’s somebody elses eating the woman of my life and kissing her from one moan to another: extreme cuckery level reached, but I gotta face reality, I believe in strict monogamy and I cannot move on, Im the fallen knight, defeated, dishonored man, I will never recover, never forget how I was discarded. There’s no pain I couldn’t take if it meant being desired by the woman of my life, “Pleco Guy” type of pain. I shouldn’t have pushed through cause this pain will never end, Im so tired.
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