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I laugh on the outside and cry on the inside as I realize how much of a loser I am despite having made social progress in the last three months.
I have played soccer, I have made some acquaintances, and I have gone outside more often than usual. I have even talked to a few girls, believe it or not, and although this seems inspiring and life-changing, I have not made any real progress with respect to attraction.
At least I can say some people know me by the name. I am no longer the loner I used to be, which is great, but I am distant from a life of sex and romance for the foreseeable future.
Did I mention how rude girls are? Jesus, trying to hold a conversation with them feels like mission impossible oftentimes. They are unnecessarily confrontational and arrogant. The unattractive ones are even worse from what I have noticed. It is a coping mechanism from unattractive girls to treat men badly so they can feel like they have more value.
In short, staying away from the forum for a few weeks has helped me make progress in social terms, not in sexual or romantic terms. I still have a lot of self-improvement on the way before I can make my final post here, if ever. Good night, brothers.
I have played soccer, I have made some acquaintances, and I have gone outside more often than usual. I have even talked to a few girls, believe it or not, and although this seems inspiring and life-changing, I have not made any real progress with respect to attraction.
At least I can say some people know me by the name. I am no longer the loner I used to be, which is great, but I am distant from a life of sex and romance for the foreseeable future.
Did I mention how rude girls are? Jesus, trying to hold a conversation with them feels like mission impossible oftentimes. They are unnecessarily confrontational and arrogant. The unattractive ones are even worse from what I have noticed. It is a coping mechanism from unattractive girls to treat men badly so they can feel like they have more value.
In short, staying away from the forum for a few weeks has helped me make progress in social terms, not in sexual or romantic terms. I still have a lot of self-improvement on the way before I can make my final post here, if ever. Good night, brothers.
