A_Broken_Person
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As pathetic as it is, I find it extremely nerve wracking. It's truly over when you're too autistic to even be comfortable with online interactions alongside people who think similarly to you.
I have this overwhelming fear of getting picked on since it happens everywhere I go. During school I was bullied, irl by complete strangers on the street I've been insulted, other online spaces I am usually picked on, and on one instance here I was mocked over opening up about the suicide of my mother. As a result no interaction with any other person feels comfortable, not online, irl, men women, sometimes even family.
I am left fearful of everyone and everything and it's truly no way to live.
I have this overwhelming fear of getting picked on since it happens everywhere I go. During school I was bullied, irl by complete strangers on the street I've been insulted, other online spaces I am usually picked on, and on one instance here I was mocked over opening up about the suicide of my mother. As a result no interaction with any other person feels comfortable, not online, irl, men women, sometimes even family.
I am left fearful of everyone and everything and it's truly no way to live.