(I apologize for sharing so many details but I thought it's at least a little bit interesting for whom is reading)
During primary school from the very start to the end, year 1-9 I was approximately absent at least 70% of the total time. Lots of trauma and not a single person who liked me, no friends. I finished year 7-9 in 1 year to get it done with.
Have had extreme social anxiety and fare for judgement from the begining to now.
When I started highschool I quit after 1 month, nobody wanted to talk to me and I could not talk to others since I knew that nobody cared. Tried it again another 2 years in a row but still did not achieve any social or mental improvments and was just suffering, both times lasted longer but eventually I had to give up.
So now at the age of 20, still studying year 1 of highschool. But this time it's been on distance and it's a thusand times better.
Anyway the end result of my school experience is: Never being noticed at all, no friends, and absolutely 0 attention from girls.
During primary school from the very start to the end, year 1-9 I was approximately absent at least 70% of the total time. Lots of trauma and not a single person who liked me, no friends. I finished year 7-9 in 1 year to get it done with.
Have had extreme social anxiety and fare for judgement from the begining to now.
When I started highschool I quit after 1 month, nobody wanted to talk to me and I could not talk to others since I knew that nobody cared. Tried it again another 2 years in a row but still did not achieve any social or mental improvments and was just suffering, both times lasted longer but eventually I had to give up.
So now at the age of 20, still studying year 1 of highschool. But this time it's been on distance and it's a thusand times better.
Anyway the end result of my school experience is: Never being noticed at all, no friends, and absolutely 0 attention from girls.
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