Venting hard pill to swallow

[kantbefixed]

It's a very hard pill to swallow to see that no matter how much I try to change myself, no one is attracted to me. my only hope is to save up and hardmaxx but even that is quite hard when you don't live in a country where insurance covers half of it in most cases, I feel like I'm left out of something that's a massive part of being human, which is experiencing love. I don't see many people talking about how hard it is to spend day by day without knowing what being desired is like, especially in teenhood where your hormones are thriving and it's the best age to form bonds and relationships, only for me to never have it simply because of how I look. in the future, I know I might manage to make someone attracted to me, but I'm still empty by all those years that I've watched everyone form relationships that I couldn't even dream of having.

 

[Animecel2D]

Brutal first post

 

[McFlurryCel]

in the future, I know I might manage to make someone attracted to me

 

[tired as fuck]

It's not an incorrect thought to harbor, it's just really extremely unlikely given the starting conditions.

 

[gracious sub5]

Brutal first post

 

[kantbefixed]

It's not an incorrect thought to harbor, it's just really extremely unlikely given the starting conditions.

Wow, thanks for the kind words and hopefuel

 

[tired as fuck]

Wow, thanks for the kind words and hopefuel

I cannot tell whether this is sarcastic or not.

In any case, it's the most objective perspective I can give.

 

[kantbefixed]

I cannot tell whether this is sarcastic or not.

In any case, it's the most objective perspective I can give.

it's sarcastic lmao

 

[tired as fuck]

it's sarcastic lmao

if you came here looking for hope, you're in the wrong place. You'll find anything ranging from pure self-loathing and hatred to mild discomfort and research of objectivity. Telling others things like "it'll be okay you'll surely ascend and fuck your looksmatch and have 30 kids with her" is not a prerogative of this website.

 

[kantbefixed]

if you came here looking for hope, you're in the wrong place. You'll find anything ranging from pure self-loathing and hatred to mild discomfort and research of objectivity. Telling others things like "it'll be okay you'll surely ascend and fuck your looksmatch and have 30 kids with her" is not a prerogative of this website.

I didn't come here looking for hope ofc. I am an involuntarily celibate and I'm used to it. I hate myself, I hate women, I hate couples. I have been on .org before and tried to "ascend" but nothing worked. I've been an incel for 4 years now. I will die a virgin, which is a bit bothersome but I am used to it.

 

[tired as fuck]

I didn't come here looking for hope ofc. I am an involuntarily celibate and I'm used to it. I hate myself, I hate women, I hate couples. I have been on .org before and tried to "ascend" but nothing worked. I've been an incel for 4 years now. I will die a virgin, which is a bit bothersome but I am used to it.

how old are you

 

[kantbefixed]

how old are you

Almost 19. please don't try to tell me that it's not that old and I still have a chance and such. Everyone my age has experience but me. I'm left behind in everything. I'm hopeless, no one looks my way, and I'm such a mentalcel that I can't even online date, I'm not trying to sound like a pathetic faggot, I'm just being factual.

 

[tired as fuck]

Almost 19. please don't try to tell me that it's not that old and I still have a chance and such. Everyone my age has experience but me. I'm left behind in everything. I'm hopeless, no one looks my way, and I'm such a mentalcel that I can't even online date, I'm not trying to sound like a pathetic faggot, I'm just being factual.

idk man. Unless you're like sub3 or ND, maybe there is still a glimmer of hope. If you can't ascend in college, then it's over.

 

[kantbefixed]

idk man. Unless you're like sub3 or ND, maybe there is still a glimmer of hope. If you can't ascend in college, then it's over.

I have borderline personality disorder and rejection sensitive dysmorphia, and also share similar traits that people with neurodivergence face. also I am a low ltn. I'd have to do a lot of surgeries to ascend.