Venting Being non-vocal about your problems and meek, doesn't get you anywhere and people won't leave a chance to abuse.

[Zeref]

I've been guilt trapped by my parents my whole life, when I didn't even ask to be born. I feel like a parasite leeching off their money while contributing nothing in return and just rotting, I feel very guilty about it but should I ?

My mom was mad at me, projecting her anger onto me as if I was some punching back to her. I raised my voice and argued against her, she did calm down because of that. That's when I realised maybe if I had been vocal and loud all along I wouldn't be suffering.

Every time I try to talk back to them, the guilt is triggered. I've accomplished nothing in my life, I'm not independent, what am I gonna do without them.

I wish I was a fucking high functioning psychopath, empath feels like a curse.

 

[Truecel Prophet]

I wish I was a fucking high functioning psychopath, empath feels like a curse.

You can kill your empathy btw, and I don't see anything bad that you're doing, you ain't actively hurting other people

 

[Zeref]

You can kill your empathy btw, and don't see anything bad that you're doing, you ain't actively hurting other people

I wish I learn to do this, I feel really bad when I possibly do something which might hurt anyone

 

[Truecel Prophet]

I wish I learn to do this, I feel really bad when I possibly do something which might hurt anyone

I basically killed all my affective empathy (I still have high cognitive one), I can explain how that works if you want, but it's not an easy thing or something you force and get results the day after.

 

[Zeref]

I basically killed all my affective empathy (I still have high cognitive one), I can explain how that works if you want, but it's not an easy thing or something you force and get results the day after.

Maybe I should do my own research about it, you can explain it though briefly

 

[Truecel Prophet]

Maybe I should do my own research about it, you can explain it though briefly

It actually kinda happens automatically, when you realize that even tho you had empathy most people didn't have it for you at all and simply hurt you or didn't care about how you would have felt, you realize that empathy in our society is already selective, and so are rules and morals. You should follow and do what you think is right and you desire, however my advice is to use logic and analysis or you'll end up like a low inhibition Moroccan nigger.

 

[StoryOfMyLaugh]

Yeah I couldn’t go back to that personally. My comprehension is whatever anybody says or “feels” about me has absolutely no bearing on my decisions, parent or otherwise; especially in a situation involving a parent being voluntarily dysfunctional toward me for the sake of simply being dysfunctional.

I can’t wait until I move out.

 

[autisticsoy]

Guilt is a feeling that is good and bad. Good for the right response and bad for things that doesn't make sense such as feeling guilt with your parents for no reason