It's truly something else, as a young white no glasses no beard average height average weight guy myself I feel like because I'm the only person in that category that people find creepy and ugly and weird, im in such an excruciating isolating position because it's not possible for anyone else in that specific category to be perceived as looking like an ugly crackhead rapist, I cannot comprehend it happening to anyone else in that category except for only me, every person who stares at me and gives me disgusted grossed out fearful looks in public I fully with all my heart believe that I am the ONLY person in that aforementioned category who they have thought that about at first sight
It makes me feel like a pigeon without wings or a beak, like every pigeon has wings and a beak except for me because they're birds duh, but I'm missing a fundamental aspect of whatever it is that makes people perceive one as a normal human being, it's like I'm so visibly and uniquely fucked up that once someone has laid eyes on me, it's not possible for them to see *anyone* else who their brains register as THAT uniquely messed up and bizarre
It makes me feel like a pigeon without wings or a beak, like every pigeon has wings and a beak except for me because they're birds duh, but I'm missing a fundamental aspect of whatever it is that makes people perceive one as a normal human being, it's like I'm so visibly and uniquely fucked up that once someone has laid eyes on me, it's not possible for them to see *anyone* else who their brains register as THAT uniquely messed up and bizarre
