It's horrible to be an involuntary NEET. Not only I have no money, but also no self-esteem, because I feel so worthless and incompetent. How come teenage normies manage to get jobs easily, but I can't do anything? It's a reminder of the social incompetence that has followed me my whole life. I was stupid to belive that things would have gotten fixed by themselves and that I would have lived a normal adulthood, after the kind of life that I led in high school. Just like how I couldn't make any friends back then, now I can't get any job and make any money. Seeing young men and foids and students who have social connections and social competency, who manage to get all sorts of jobs and hustles they want by talking to the right people and saying the right things, fill me with envy almost as much as sexhavers.
@Pikacel