Im legit diagnosed with autism and i legit have to act fucking normal in every single situation otherwise it is social suicide. People see me as "weird" it fuckin enrages me every time mannn. There is literally no women like me who also have autism in my whole town, i know one girl with autism who is common with me however we drifted sooo much havent spoken to her in years and she lives miles from me and i dont have a car and i cba using public transport. Normal NT girls dont want anything to do with a spergy autist. They all think im some fucking weirdo it makes me so fucking mad i could fraudmaxx and act NT but what for? Eventually ppl will see my true side.
"just be yourself" - does not apply to autists like me
"just be yourself" - does not apply to autists like me
