I have no tolerance for conflict. I let people walk all over me and apologize 1000 times per day.
It's not because I'm afraid of people. It's because I grew up with adults who threw petty tantrums over every little thing, and consequently developed a sense of disgust towards displaying emotions and creating pointless trouble. I haven't raised my voice at anyone since I was a small child. I'm not certain if I've ever insulted anyone to their face, other than in a vague, plausibly deniable sort of way. It's so much better to just dig up information on people in secret and make their lives living Hell from behind the scenes all while they suspect everyone except you because you're so agreeable and innocuous. Small things can go wrong in someone's life that can rapidly snowball into big problems. That's why you should respect other people, you can't be certain they'll retaliate on your terms. Any woman who thinks she can fuck with me and get away with it is going to learn otherwise.