Ive noticed that negative feelings outlast positive ones in general. Strip away all factors, all successes, positives. If I have a single thing that worries me, it will occupy my mind far more then something that pleases me. For hours days even weeks a single thing can weigh down my emotion and self belief. For example, the norwood reaper. Its something I think about going to bed and waking up, even though I know the worst that can happen is I go fully bald, it constantly weighs my mind. Before I know it in a couple weeks my mind is occupied by a new worry.
I see normies cruising through life able to focus on positives more often then bouts of sadness. Why is life like this? I have achievements in my life but my brain fails to accept them after the initial moment, but any bad feeling wont fuck off.
I see normies cruising through life able to focus on positives more often then bouts of sadness. Why is life like this? I have achievements in my life but my brain fails to accept them after the initial moment, but any bad feeling wont fuck off.
