Lookslikeit
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I already said (in another post) that i was reading on taoism, but thats not that important.
What is important is that i said that to my therapist and that i was trying to "empty my mind of all the drivel" and she looked ECSTATIC. Like i said to her that im marrying the love of my life or that my wife is pregnant or something (JUST EXAMPLES, I DONT HAVE A FUCKING WIFE).
i didnt notice this reaction at first, but just remembering it gives me the fucking creeps...
Like how this should make her THAT happy?! She didnt have anything to do with it in the first place anyways...
The more you delude yrslf to anything thats not realistically achievable, like idealistical garbage (not trying to diss taoism, i really liked that book, really good cope) of any kind, the more their eyes light up.
What is important is that i said that to my therapist and that i was trying to "empty my mind of all the drivel" and she looked ECSTATIC. Like i said to her that im marrying the love of my life or that my wife is pregnant or something (JUST EXAMPLES, I DONT HAVE A FUCKING WIFE).
i didnt notice this reaction at first, but just remembering it gives me the fucking creeps...
Like how this should make her THAT happy?! She didnt have anything to do with it in the first place anyways...
The more you delude yrslf to anything thats not realistically achievable, like idealistical garbage (not trying to diss taoism, i really liked that book, really good cope) of any kind, the more their eyes light up.