anyone else just numb and dull to everything

[Deleted member 36489]

I just don't care about anything or anyone anymore, even if my life was in danger i wouldn't care i might feel a bit of fear but i would be relieved. Everytime someone gives me bluepilled advice or redpilled advice i used to feel ashamed and sad that i couldn't do it and didn't have "game" but now i know the truth i stopped caring and i don't listen to those types of people, Just tired of life and copes and ER are the only good things in my life

 

[Deleted member 35428]

Can’t relate, since finding the blackpill my life has improved a lot. I’ve found new motivation to gymmaxx and I’ve been working more to save up for surgery later on. Finding this community has been very beneficial mainly because I’ve found ways to change my less desirable physical traits.