Venting Just fucking tired

[ropy]

Just fucking tired.

I'm short. I'm Indian. I'm asthmatic.

I don't want to be in the fucking NBA. I don't want to be a fucking billionaire. I don't want to be a fucking astronaut.

I just want to be accepted by a woman. Not all of them. Not most of them. Not even a few of them. One woman.

I just want a single woman I get to do shit for who might also do shit for me.

A woman who is happy I exist.

A woman who would give a shit if I died.

A woman who doesn't want to kill herself if she sees me in public.

Not even sure if I want sex anymore so much as to be a person. A real human being. Not technically a member of the species to the dismay of the rest. A full participant.

Everyday, I go outside and see actual people getting to talk to women without looking like a freak, without immediately making them uncomfortable, and without any guilt.

They get to forge relationships with women, and it's normal. Romantic relationships, platonic relationships, even fucking professional relationships.

I don't get to speak to women at parties. I don't get to speak to women at bars. I don't get to speak to women at work.

I said "hello" to a woman at my regular bar, and she told the bartender I was making her uncomfortable. Bartender told her I was harmless and told me that happened when I got back from the bathroom. Spoke maybe three words to her when she sat down and and kept reading a book on my phone, but that was enough for her to know what I am.

I don't get to participate in society. I don't get to talk to other people. I don't get those things, and it's not because I did something to them.

I didn't attack anyone. I didn't hurt anyone. I didn't threaten anyone.

I just have the wrong sequence of DNA, and as a result, I don't get the luxury of society, only the responsibility.

All I get is the cycle of waking up, going to work, coming home, and going to bed on repeat.

So I can pay taxes that keeps society functioning for the people with the right genes. So I can make a product to be used by people that already have more than me. So I can serve as an object of ridicule for when they are feeling down about themselves and need to lift themselves up.

That's all I am. That's all I'll ever be, and I don't know how to accept it. I don't know how to become asexual or aromantic. I don't know how to become indifferent towards my own existence. I don't know what I am supposed to, and I don't know how much longer I have to keep doing it.

And if you vent about it to anyone who isn't an incel, remember. Either it's all just in your head or you apparently deserve it.

First post and last post, back to lurking

 

[Animecel2D]

Brutal first post

 

[Firefighter]

Not all of them. Not most of them. Not even a few of them. One woman.

Yea

 

[Atoustic]

We in the same boat. paki and short. no woman will even look at me except my mum.

 

[Ultracel30]

There is that thing called "Arranged Marriage" in curry land. Why not try it? They aren't like western whores who rode dicks carousel.

 

[cursed]

brutal

Not even sure if I want sex anymore

without immediately making them uncomfortable, and without any guilt.

 

[WizardInTraining]

This is very good for a first post too bad it will also be your last apparently.

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

Do not worry about it

The eternal peace will eventually come to us

I know I will be a dead piece of meat on the pavement

I wish things were good instead of bad, but unfortunately they are bad.

 

[Hateful Mulattocel]

Just fucking tired.

I'm short. I'm Indian. I'm asthmatic.

I don't want to be in the fucking NBA. I don't want to be a fucking billionaire. I don't want to be a fucking astronaut.

I just want to be accepted by a woman. Not all of them. Not most of them. Not even a few of them. One woman.

I just want a single woman I get to do shit for who might also do shit for me.

A woman who is happy I exist.

A woman who would give a shit if I died.

A woman who doesn't want to kill herself if she sees me in public.

Not even sure if I want sex anymore so much as to be a person. A real human being. Not technically a member of the species to the dismay of the rest. A full participant.

Everyday, I go outside and see actual people getting to talk to women without looking like a freak, without immediately making them uncomfortable, and without any guilt.

They get to forge relationships with women, and it's normal. Romantic relationships, platonic relationships, even fucking professional relationships.

I don't get to speak to women at parties. I don't get to speak to women at bars. I don't get to speak to women at work.

I said "hello" to a woman at my regular bar, and she told the bartender I was making her uncomfortable. Bartender told her I was harmless and told me that happened when I got back from the bathroom. Spoke maybe three words to her when she sat down and and kept reading a book on my phone, but that was enough for her to know what I am.

I don't get to participate in society. I don't get to talk to other people. I don't get those things, and it's not because I did something to them.

I didn't attack anyone. I didn't hurt anyone. I didn't threaten anyone.

I just have the wrong sequence of DNA, and as a result, I don't get the luxury of society, only the responsibility.

All I get is the cycle of waking up, going to work, coming home, and going to bed on repeat.

So I can pay taxes that keeps society functioning for the people with the right genes. So I can make a product to be used by people that already have more than me. So I can serve as an object of ridicule for when they are feeling down about themselves and need to lift themselves up.

That's all I am. That's all I'll ever be, and I don't know how to accept it. I don't know how to become asexual or aromantic. I don't know how to become indifferent towards my own existence. I don't know what I am supposed to, and I don't know how much longer I have to keep doing it.

And if you vent about it to anyone who isn't an incel, remember. Either it's all just in your head or you apparently deserve it.

First post and last post, back to lurking

 

[Hateful Mulattocel]

There is that thing called "Arranged Marriage" in curry land. Why not try it? They aren't like western whores who rode dicks carousel.

He said he wants a foid who actually cares about him not one which has just been forced to be around him and would probably resent him for the situation she was being put into.

 

[nihilum]

It’s over for Currycels

 

[captchawaffen]

Heartwrenching

 

[geneticallycursed]

Couldn’t have said it better myself brocel

 

[ropy]

This is very good for a first post too bad it will also be your last apparently.

Might post again, idk really. Given up on being understood properly since everyone just says inceldom is just in your head. Normal people can’t comprehend that some of us have dogshit enough genetics that there is no action that can better our lives. Idk if they can’t accept it because of lack of empathy, some kind of guilt, delusion, or just flat denial, but I don’t really talk much anymore.

Got banned from Reddit when I talked about how women don’t really like short guys. Got labeled as hate speech for regretting my own birth.

 

[WizardInTraining]

Might post again, idk really. Given up on being understood properly since everyone just says inceldom is just in your head.

Well this is the forum for your inceldom being understood by others