
TheCrock
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I usually have days where I'm depressed af, can't get out of bed, whatever.
But I also have days where I am completely manic, just start giving no fucks. These last couple of days I've been manic af, can't sit down for longer than 10 minutes, went to a concert and shoved people to get to the front row, keep having thoughts about starting fights with people, lifting more weight than I can normally, etc. I even approached a foid, but she obviously blew me off.
The funny thing is that I become manic from bad experiences, for example this last bout of mania was triggered by seeing my crush make out with some 6'8 Chad.
Somehow, trauma makes me start giving zero fucks, until the depression comes back.
But I also have days where I am completely manic, just start giving no fucks. These last couple of days I've been manic af, can't sit down for longer than 10 minutes, went to a concert and shoved people to get to the front row, keep having thoughts about starting fights with people, lifting more weight than I can normally, etc. I even approached a foid, but she obviously blew me off.
The funny thing is that I become manic from bad experiences, for example this last bout of mania was triggered by seeing my crush make out with some 6'8 Chad.
Somehow, trauma makes me start giving zero fucks, until the depression comes back.