For the last few years, I've been feeling attracted to certain types of occurrences sexually speaking. I think I have always enjoyed the idea of taking a youthful foid, pinning her down, and taking her virginity ever since I was 13 to 14 years old or so. Sometimes, I even dreamt of doing things to foids and forcing them to have sex with me. Dreams like these would entail me approaching a foid at a party or another social event, either then drugging her or taking her into a restroom or backroom, and then choking her as I cover her mouth and take her virginity, hopefully getting her pregnant. Realistically speaking, if I were to ever actually rape a foid I would do it in a specific place where abortion is illegal, not to locationdoxx, but it would be in a specific place such as Texas. Think of it from my perspective, if I were to actually do something as exciting as rape why wouldn't you want to go all the way and impregnate the foid that you choose? Anyway back to the dream, well after I finished inside her and after the social event or party ended, I always imagined her going back to her parents, maybe the next day or next few days. I imagine her father seeing her with poorly spread makeup along her face, maybe tears in her eyes, her hand clutching her stomach, knowing that she cannot do a single thing to prevent what is about to occur. Even though at this point the dream would have ended, I still imagine myself actually wishing this to be done if I were to ever go through with the act. It feels better from my perspective to know that I would have left a foid with my legacy inside of her, and that she cannot do anything to prevent it no matter what she does. The idea of planting my seed inside of her, knowing that she will continue to live with a part of me, a part of her past that she cannot ever erase, for the rest of her life, and that this seed will spawn a whole generation.
Now, while the average person would likely berate me for thinking of "depraved" things such as these. I would like for you to ask yourself what you would do if you were in my situation? You cannot stop thinking, so naturally your mind would drift back to things you wish you could do eventually, in which rape is part of them. I cannot do anything such as give myself a lobotomy or ropemaxx (yet) so what would you even do if you were in a situation like this? Additionally, I would argue that other things are far more degenerate than thinking about raping a youthful virgin. For example, being transgender is more degenerate, being homosexual is more degenerate, in fact emasculation of any kind such as submitting yourself to another man is actually far more degenerate than thinking about rape. Allowing a woman to dominate you also falls into this category, or doing something such as fingering yourself because Jews brainwashed you into believing that your prostate is the area where you feel the greatest amount of sexual pleasure, even though this has been proven to be untrue by scientists.
This also begs the question of when it is actually justified, a great deal of people say that rape is never justified even though the killing of another human might be, a notable instance of this being the streamer Joe Bartolozzi. However, I would argue that rape is justified in many instances. For example, what is considered to be "statutory rape" is justified in instances such as when a 14 year old sexually mature woman on tanner level 5 of the sexual development scale, is attracted to and actively pursues a sexual relationship to an 18 year old male, even if he has what is considered to be "normal thoughts" and never has thought about being with someone who is not at the same scale of development as he is. Not to imply that this kind of relationship would be good, or that I believe this to be a good thing, or that I endorse any kind of this, but here "statutory rape" is not really rape if a sexually mature woman biologically speaking is attracted to a sexually mature male.
I also think that rape is justified in instances of war, for example during the second world war, Soviet soldiers raped women in Berlin after it fell in 1945, with some historians even saying that 2 million German women were raped in total. While this may seem like a great deal of women. Germans raped around 3 to 4 million women in the Soviet Union during their invasion, so why would it not be justified for Soviets to rape German women for what they caused. Either indirectly such as birthing future soldiers or directly by endorsing the National Socialist party, they were responsible for many of the daughters, sisters, and mothers who were raped in German occupied territories of the Soviet Union. After all, an eye for an eye is the most logical approach to murder, most notably being the example of how in the United States someone can be put to death for killing someone else, so why couldn't the same approach be applied to other crimes such as rape?
Most modern foids are hypergamous, they hate well mannered men and would quite literally prefer a criminal who mogs over an average man. So going off this concept I would like the idea of becoming the criminal, becoming the person that she would seek, and this is why I think that these feelings of mine are somewhat justified in the modern world. Maybe not the actual action of doing it, but the want and feeling is not "depraved" but rather my hateful vengeance against foids. Against every single foid that has ever looked at me and was disgusted, every single foid that rejected me, every single foid that dated someone else knowing that I was watching her and wanting to be with her. Realistically, you cannot blame me for these feelings and I stand by them in the sense that most foids probably deserve it. They deserve to be used. They deserve the pain. They deserve a fraction of the pain that I have felt, a fraction of the pain that it is to be a truecel, a fraction of the pain that I have suffered because of them and because of what they want to do. Which is of course, to go after Chad. We all know that most modern foids would do that. So yes, this is how I feel, I am just wondering if anyone else feels something similar?
Now, while the average person would likely berate me for thinking of "depraved" things such as these. I would like for you to ask yourself what you would do if you were in my situation? You cannot stop thinking, so naturally your mind would drift back to things you wish you could do eventually, in which rape is part of them. I cannot do anything such as give myself a lobotomy or ropemaxx (yet) so what would you even do if you were in a situation like this? Additionally, I would argue that other things are far more degenerate than thinking about raping a youthful virgin. For example, being transgender is more degenerate, being homosexual is more degenerate, in fact emasculation of any kind such as submitting yourself to another man is actually far more degenerate than thinking about rape. Allowing a woman to dominate you also falls into this category, or doing something such as fingering yourself because Jews brainwashed you into believing that your prostate is the area where you feel the greatest amount of sexual pleasure, even though this has been proven to be untrue by scientists.
This also begs the question of when it is actually justified, a great deal of people say that rape is never justified even though the killing of another human might be, a notable instance of this being the streamer Joe Bartolozzi. However, I would argue that rape is justified in many instances. For example, what is considered to be "statutory rape" is justified in instances such as when a 14 year old sexually mature woman on tanner level 5 of the sexual development scale, is attracted to and actively pursues a sexual relationship to an 18 year old male, even if he has what is considered to be "normal thoughts" and never has thought about being with someone who is not at the same scale of development as he is. Not to imply that this kind of relationship would be good, or that I believe this to be a good thing, or that I endorse any kind of this, but here "statutory rape" is not really rape if a sexually mature woman biologically speaking is attracted to a sexually mature male.
I also think that rape is justified in instances of war, for example during the second world war, Soviet soldiers raped women in Berlin after it fell in 1945, with some historians even saying that 2 million German women were raped in total. While this may seem like a great deal of women. Germans raped around 3 to 4 million women in the Soviet Union during their invasion, so why would it not be justified for Soviets to rape German women for what they caused. Either indirectly such as birthing future soldiers or directly by endorsing the National Socialist party, they were responsible for many of the daughters, sisters, and mothers who were raped in German occupied territories of the Soviet Union. After all, an eye for an eye is the most logical approach to murder, most notably being the example of how in the United States someone can be put to death for killing someone else, so why couldn't the same approach be applied to other crimes such as rape?
Most modern foids are hypergamous, they hate well mannered men and would quite literally prefer a criminal who mogs over an average man. So going off this concept I would like the idea of becoming the criminal, becoming the person that she would seek, and this is why I think that these feelings of mine are somewhat justified in the modern world. Maybe not the actual action of doing it, but the want and feeling is not "depraved" but rather my hateful vengeance against foids. Against every single foid that has ever looked at me and was disgusted, every single foid that rejected me, every single foid that dated someone else knowing that I was watching her and wanting to be with her. Realistically, you cannot blame me for these feelings and I stand by them in the sense that most foids probably deserve it. They deserve to be used. They deserve the pain. They deserve a fraction of the pain that I have felt, a fraction of the pain that it is to be a truecel, a fraction of the pain that I have suffered because of them and because of what they want to do. Which is of course, to go after Chad. We all know that most modern foids would do that. So yes, this is how I feel, I am just wondering if anyone else feels something similar?
