Minamoto
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Anyone else have very little standards nowadays?
When I was younger (a young teen), I used to have a lot of oneitises and would daydream about a girl that was akin to the girls in bluepilled media; kind, sweet, wholesome, and, yes, sexually attractive. I remember most of them being white girls, but I do remember having some crushes on ethnic girls as well.
Out of all my oneitises, I had maybe one on a "fat" girl (a lot of them were pretty chubby though, lol). I just didn't really see them as "part of my league", considering that I myself was a white, skinny male. Over time, though (and over many rejections), my standards started to drop to the point where, nowadays, I genuinely don't care what a girl looks like, as long as she's not physically deformed, I guess. If our standards for mates stem from our desire to reproduce and spread our genetic material, then it shouldn't matter who I pair up with, because I myself am a complete failure of a human specimen and really don't want to reproduce, lest someone else ends up suffering a similar fate to mine. At this point I genuinely just want a girl with a "good personaliteehee" and to share some interests with me, so there can be some sort of human connection there. I just want to be loved for who I am and to experience hugs and other signs of affection. It's beyond soul crushing and ropefuelling when you witness the disparity first hand between you and your life as an ugly, autistic, mentally ill genetic defect, and pretty much any foid to ever exist. The prettier the girl the tigher the rope gets.
And no, I'm not interested in theRAPY. Tried it many times and it often just made things worse, because 99% of people don't care about sub5 men who have NOTHING. You're a human doing whose purpose is to put up and shut up. That has been made clear to me so many times during theRAPY. At least I didn't get the double whammy of having to pay for it too (it's covered by the state where I live). I might make another thread about therapy and how retarded it is idk, im a lowiqcel.
I made a poll just because I was curious about your guys' thoughts. You don't have to answer if you don't want to.
When I was younger (a young teen), I used to have a lot of oneitises and would daydream about a girl that was akin to the girls in bluepilled media; kind, sweet, wholesome, and, yes, sexually attractive. I remember most of them being white girls, but I do remember having some crushes on ethnic girls as well.
Out of all my oneitises, I had maybe one on a "fat" girl (a lot of them were pretty chubby though, lol). I just didn't really see them as "part of my league", considering that I myself was a white, skinny male. Over time, though (and over many rejections), my standards started to drop to the point where, nowadays, I genuinely don't care what a girl looks like, as long as she's not physically deformed, I guess. If our standards for mates stem from our desire to reproduce and spread our genetic material, then it shouldn't matter who I pair up with, because I myself am a complete failure of a human specimen and really don't want to reproduce, lest someone else ends up suffering a similar fate to mine. At this point I genuinely just want a girl with a "good personaliteehee" and to share some interests with me, so there can be some sort of human connection there. I just want to be loved for who I am and to experience hugs and other signs of affection. It's beyond soul crushing and ropefuelling when you witness the disparity first hand between you and your life as an ugly, autistic, mentally ill genetic defect, and pretty much any foid to ever exist. The prettier the girl the tigher the rope gets.
And no, I'm not interested in theRAPY. Tried it many times and it often just made things worse, because 99% of people don't care about sub5 men who have NOTHING. You're a human doing whose purpose is to put up and shut up. That has been made clear to me so many times during theRAPY. At least I didn't get the double whammy of having to pay for it too (it's covered by the state where I live). I might make another thread about therapy and how retarded it is idk, im a lowiqcel.
I made a poll just because I was curious about your guys' thoughts. You don't have to answer if you don't want to.