BlackPillDealer2
3/10 oldcel mentalcel
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- Joined
- Dec 31, 2021
- Posts
- 48
Since I got this mental illness (schizophrenia) and was put on anti-psychotic meds it feels like my IQ has gone down 10-20 points and my memory is terrible. Now any dreams of JBWmaxxing and finding a Christian wife from Africa or South East Asia has gone out the window because I can't get a good job to support a family. I work at a general store and I'm like the slowest employee in the store, it takes me hours to stock the shelves with new products when other employees will do it in minutes. Studying to get a degree is unlikely to succeed as I no longer have the brainpower to do it and I am getting old as well. I just feel trapped in this life with no way to get out, even to cope by careermaxxing is not possible anymore. But it is my own fault to a large extent, I had many opportunities to succeed but failed them all, and now it's just over.