Venting Another depressing lonely Friday

[Samurai]

I don't really have much to say of substance here, but once again, alas for me it is another lonely depressing Friday where I have no IRL friends to hang out with or train with and I have no reason to leave my apartment so I am just in my crappy apartment. Today is rest day so I won't even be around other people. I'd love to meet up with a friend right now and just talk about gym, gaming, politics, stuff happening in life etc... but my best friends who I did meet irl a few times lived far away and they don't even speak to me anymore. I am very depressed but also BURNING WITH RAGE... I am so lonely, I hear all the teenagers with their group of friends hanging out laughing with each other etc, meanwhile I am all alone. I am 20 years old and completely alone.

 

[TrueGlassesCel]

I don't really have much to say of substance here, but once again, alas for me it is another lonely depressing Friday where I have no IRL friends to hang out with or train with and I have no reason to leave my apartment so I am just in my crappy apartment. Today is rest day so I won't even be around other people. I'd love to meet up with a friend right now and just talk about gym, gaming, politics, stuff happening in life etc... but my best friends who I did meet irl a few times lived far away and they don't even speak to me anymore. I am very depressed but also BURNING WITH RAGE... I am so lonely, I hear all the teenagers with their group of friends hanging out laughing with each other etc, meanwhile I am all alone. I am 20 years old and completely alone.

I will go buy a cola and some whisky

 

[TrueGlassesCel]

I don't really have much to say of substance here, but once again, alas for me it is another lonely depressing Friday where I have no IRL friends to hang out with or train with and I have no reason to leave my apartment so I am just in my crappy apartment. Today is rest day so I won't even be around other people. I'd love to meet up with a friend right now and just talk about gym, gaming, politics, stuff happening in life etc... but my best friends who I did meet irl a few times lived far away and they don't even speak to me anymore. I am very depressed but also BURNING WITH RAGE... I am so lonely, I hear all the teenagers with their group of friends hanging out laughing with each other etc, meanwhile I am all alone. I am 20 years old and completely alone.

I'm 24 it will not get better. where you from?

 

[Samurai]

I'm 24 it will not get better. where you from?

England

 

[amoa3]

Try hiking or rock climbing

 

[Samurai]

Try hiking or rock climbing

I would just end up talking to the rocks out of loneliness and look insane to anyone passing by

 

[TheJester]

Id like to be your friend but im german. And ive got no car. Id love to go with someone to the gym or a rave or some shit. Even just a bar or a theater. Im sick of loneliness.

 

[amoa3]

I would just end up talking to the rocks out of loneliness and look insane to anyone passing by

You are alone anyway, so you can be alone in your room yet another night on the internet, or alone but atleast be doing something awesome.

 

[TrueGlassesCel]

Id like to be your friend but im german. And ive got no car. Id love to go with someone to the gym or a rave or some shit. Even just a bar or a theater. Im sick of loneliness.

GERMAN!!! LETS HAVE A DRINK

 

[TrueGlassesCel]

Id like to be your friend but im german. And ive got no car. Id love to go with someone to the gym or a rave or some shit. Even just a bar or a theater. Im sick of loneliness.

I HAVE WHISKY AND COLA CMON

 

[TheJester]

I HAVE WHISKY AND COLA CMON

And where are we supposed to drink. At home over Zoom? Lol

 

[TrueGlassesCel]

And where are we supposed to drink. At home over Zoom? Lol

OUTDOOR

 

[UglyDumbass]

I don't really have much to say of substance here, but once again, alas for me it is another lonely depressing Friday where I have no IRL friends to hang out with or train with and I have no reason to leave my apartment so I am just in my crappy apartment. Today is rest day so I won't even be around other people. I'd love to meet up with a friend right now and just talk about gym, gaming, politics, stuff happening in life etc... but my best friends who I did meet irl a few times lived far away and they don't even speak to me anymore. I am very depressed but also BURNING WITH RAGE... I am so lonely, I hear all the teenagers with their group of friends hanging out laughing with each other etc, meanwhile I am all alone. I am 20 years old and completely alone.

honeslty seems like he cares about his friend group more. You could still try to talk to him tho

 

[ColdBoy]

I don't really have much to say of substance here, but once again, alas for me it is another lonely depressing Friday where I have no IRL friends to hang out with or train with and I have no reason to leave my apartment so I am just in my crappy apartment. Today is rest day so I won't even be around other people. I'd love to meet up with a friend right now and just talk about gym, gaming, politics, stuff happening in life etc... but my best friends who I did meet irl a few times lived far away and they don't even speak to me anymore. I am very depressed but also BURNING WITH RAGE... I am so lonely, I hear all the teenagers with their group of friends hanging out laughing with each other etc, meanwhile I am all alone. I am 20 years old and completely alone.

Since you train if you are really desperate you could look to join the military. It should be one of the easiest places to make friends. If it doesn't happen there, it may not happen anywhere.

 

[Samurai]

Since you train if you are really desperate you could look to join the military. It should be one of the easiest places to make friends. If it doesn't happen there, it may not happen anywhere.

I can't legally join the military due to a medical condition I have

 

[currycel102]

It's not even about female interaction, it's about face to face interaction with other people in general at this point

 

[ColdBoy]

It's not even about female interaction, it's about face to face interaction with other people in general at this point

true

 

[manletcel1488]

I would just end up talking to the rocks out of loneliness and look insane to anyone passing by

I have such a bad habit of talking to myself, I used to cope by saying it's useful to say things out loud to remember things(it is), and that it's good to rehearse scenarios to practice speaking to people when you are by yourself (also is) but I straight up just have conversations with myself now even in public it's hard not to do now, I probably look fucking insane sometimes.
This is what chronic loneliness does to a motherfucker.

 

[Castaway]

I feel you. I haven't had a real life conversation with another person in years and I'm too anxious and avoidant to approach others due to constant rejection and negative reinforcement. At this point, I just want to leave civilization forever and live autonomously in a cabin deep in the woods.