Venting Animosity towards isolation.

[Justdone]

They will tell you that your problems don’t matter. Your acne doesn’t matter, your anxiety doesn’t matter, your lack of social circle doesn’t matter, then say it’s all in ya head and ya need to stop venting and move on. I think people outside this forum want our issues to consume us so it can be used against us. If they had their way they would try to surround you in public and try to confront you about things wrong with you and force ya to admit you’re the reason why ya no one can trust you or be around ya all while jumping ya physically with weapons and trying to embarrass ya.

This has happened to me at the beginning of the year when my only “friend” told me I wasn’t trying harder socially and your appearance is pushing them away from me over text. I have tried hard and for some reason once I try hard like the old days but not anymore. Those reddit pages or Internet personalities don’t want ya getting better they want ya to descend into darkness and never come back. My emotions are disappearing into anger and apathy.

 

[Emba]

"The angry mind exists for itself."

 

[Dionysus]

they want me silent and not speak the truth about ice cubes

 

[Deleted member 20811]

Normies and cucks hate us. They would kill us if they could.

 

[VirginAutistManlet]

At the end of the day nobody gives a fuck, even the people who are paid to give a fuck.

Doctors and Psychologists who I see, they take months to make appointments, they forget shit half the time, government workers who work with autists like call me one day and tell me I have to get a job and threaten me, then 6 months go by and I hear nothing from them, then I get a call again asking how things are and that I don't need to get a job. Basically government works tell you one thing, then another thing, then another thing, there's no consistency in what they say, the only contact me when some super computer A.I brings me up on their system to contact me.

If paid workers are this lazy and inconsistent, then how do you think people giving you help for free are? Its just something they do to make them feel better about themselves, has nothing to do with trying to help others.

 

[Hell]

Normies and cucks hate us. They would kill us if they could.

 

[zangano1]

Everyone wants me dead because i'm a subhuman creature who shouldn't have been born

 

[Deleted member 4159]

They want to help me, they just aren't doing it right.

 

[Mystic]

No one cares at all it's like they can't/refuse to hear me no matter how hard i try. So i don't speak much, anymore.
It all just bubbles in me relentlessly. The level of selfishness in people is incredible.

 

[mcfroggy]

They pretend to listen and then just shut you up with 'seek help', so you seek help and those ppl tell you your problems aren't real, or try to normiesplain you 'just put yourself out there and make some friends!'. They make us run in circles, because they have no solution, they know we're fucked beyond repair but as long as we chase our tails they can make $ and feel like a 'good' person.

 

[Ugly_equals_Death]

They want but they know that they cant. Just sad tbh

 

[Bleachcel]

I think so tbh. Just look at the texts my dad sent me after another day of this high school bullshit. He knows I’ll rope soon, probably:

 

[Justdone]

I think so tbh. Just look at the texts my dad sent me after another day of this high school bullshit. He knows I’ll rope soon, probably:
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Your still in high school but around 25 if ya ain’t doing good everyone around you will shit on you verbally and around you. I see it all the time around people of every culture irl.

 

[needsolution]

they want me silent and not speak the truth about ice cubes

 

[Darth Incel]

They just want me around so they can make fun of me and call me names.

 

[Deleted member 16455]

Everyone wants me dead because i'm a subhuman creature who shouldn't have been born

it hurts the most that females do