Serious Am Suicidal but not actually suicidal at the same time

[VλREN]

No goals or plans just suicidal thoughts and fantasies

That’s all I have in my mind are thoughts about suicide, mostly suicide by cop

Yet I am not physically suicidal like I don’t have what it takes to do it and even small copes in life are enough to keep me going.

Like I want to commit suicide without actually committing suicide if that makes sense

 

[ihatelife2]

I know what you mean, you don't want to live but it would be hard to actually do it, I feel the same as you

 

[SmhChan]

Painless passing.

 

[PersonaPimp]

Schrodinger's incel

 

[xek000000kk]

I often carry a knife with me in case I get into a traffic accident so I can kill myself faster (the country I live in has no traffic laws, poor infrastructure, and expensive healthcare).
It also helps me cope with the pressure of suicide because I can always suicide at any time;v

 

[Matrix0_]

I often carry a knife with me in case I get into a traffic accident so I can kill myself faster (the country I live in has no traffic laws, poor infrastructure, and expensive healthcare).
It also helps me cope with the pressure of suicide because I can always suicide at any time;v

Holy, that one is smart

Just imagine being saved by some doctors

 

[ANTAGONIST]

The only true suicidal people are the ones who commit suicide

 

[Clavicus Vile]

Same, I wish I could be dead without dying. Dying is such a drag.