Serious Any else here stuck in the same mental loop?

[VλREN]

Am stuck in a literal loop man

My life hasn’t Changed at all it only just gets slightly worse as I get slightly more older each passing day

I have the same thoughts in my head, the same conversations in my head, I speak to a literal invisible audience in my head like am a livestreamer, I have the same interests and habits. Listen to the same fucking music and play the same video games.

I never change at all man……

It’s hard for me to admit but when my mom almost died last summer I told myself I was going to change and become something. I didn’t fucking change at all man, not one fucking bit. If anything I got slightly worse

I wonder if I got some sort of a mental condition going on idk

I do the same fucking thing over and over

 

[superpsycho]

Am stuck in a literal loop man

My life hasn’t Changed at all it only just gets slightly worse as I get slightly more older each passing day

I have the same thoughts in my head, the same conversations in my head, I speak to a literal invisible audience in my head like am a livestreamer, I have the same interests and habits. Listen to the same fucking music and play the same video games.

I never change at all man……

It’s hard for me to admit but when my mom almost died last summer I told myself I was going to change and become something. I didn’t fucking change at all man, not one fucking bit. If anything I got slightly worse

I wonder if I got some sort of a mental condition going on idk

I do the same fucking thing over and over

yea ive pretty much been the same way for years despite my efforts to change

nothing ever happens in my life

 

[Aspiring Janitor]

I do all of this as well.

I have not mentally progressed past that of a 14 year old.

 

[Lunaticcurrycel]

yea ive pretty much been the same way for years despite my efforts to change

nothing ever happens in my life

NOTHING EVER HAPPENS. ITS OVER

 

[wereq]

Yes I'm the same way.

 

[zd60]

yep, everything il always the same, same routine every day, same thoughts, same motions and same reoccuring bullshit, only thing changing is i'm getting older and more and more tired

 

[nihilum]

My life hasn’t Changed at all it only just gets slightly worse as I get slightly more older each passing day

 

[Pancakecel]

yep, everything il always the same, same routine every day, same thoughts, same motions and same reoccuring bullshit, only thing changing is i'm getting older and more and more tired

 

[DriveLikeNigger]

Ambitions, dashed
hope, crushed
Suicidal thoughts, recurrent
Loneliness, incessant
Belly,portruding
It's over

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

My underdeveloped brain has bern stuck in constant confusion and dread, unchanging since middle school.

 

[PTSD Marsupials]

It's so hard to do anything productive when you're depressed af