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Mehmet410
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Daily? Weekly? Monthly? Yearly? Rarely? Never at all? And would you describe your suicidal thoughts as passive and bordering on existentialism, i.e. you wish you never existed, were aborted, but tend not to plan out an actual suicide attempt, or as active, in the sense that you would like to kill yourself one day or have ever drawn out a concrete plan and/or felt a genuine drive to end your life? For me it's mostly the former, but it's very frequent, almost daily, and there was one near suicide attempt where I rode my bike to the nearest store looking to buy some rope as I decided to die that day, but the store had closed just half an hour before I got there, so I rode back home and rubbed one out and fell asleep.





