Clavicus Vile
I sold your soul for a daedric fleshlight
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It completely overlooks the fact that suicide can be a fully thought out logical decision and calculated risk, thought about over the course of many years. Furthermore, I feel like people are at their most awake when they are suicidal actually. Their eyes are open and they can see reality for what it is to its core, animals harming other animals on a rock in the middle of nowhere. Even if they won’t admit it, they know deep down that it’s true. This is why the suicidal are seen as “crazy” or “mentally ill”. I’m talking about real suicidal people too, not some stupid teenage girl cutting shit.
It’s not intelligence, it’s a level of awareness that contentment just can’t give you. You have to be at your lowest point to really see it, if you got everything you’ve ever wanted, your eyes would likely start to close again, “maybe life ain’t so bad actually”. Dopamine and serotonin give blissful ignorance to reality. When there’s nothing in the form of enjoyment and pleasure keeping your eyes closed, you snap because you see what others can’t see, you become the crazy one.
It’s not intelligence, it’s a level of awareness that contentment just can’t give you. You have to be at your lowest point to really see it, if you got everything you’ve ever wanted, your eyes would likely start to close again, “maybe life ain’t so bad actually”. Dopamine and serotonin give blissful ignorance to reality. When there’s nothing in the form of enjoyment and pleasure keeping your eyes closed, you snap because you see what others can’t see, you become the crazy one.





