I love that am adding days and days to my streak and the horniness feels great but at the same time am starting to feel depressed and dead inside, like I don’t care about anything else but wanting to fuck, but I can’t so am constantly attracted with urges to jerk off instead.
Before people say “durrrrr just jerk offff durrrr” I’ll feel a 10000X times worse and I’ll be stuck at rock bottom square one.
I also don’t really have porn dreams anymore or think about viewing porn, but am not 100% clean because I’ve seen some sexually stimulating stuff on here and on YouTube. So am not completely healing my brain form the addiction which is problematic to say the least.
The worst part of about being on no fap and using the internet is the fact that even the slightest sexual thing you see can cause a relapse.
But even the IRL urges suck, like recently my foid coworker was in front of me putting stuff on a high up shelve and the pressure caused her boobies to squeeze together, that was a week and a half ago and I haven’t ejaculated.
I’ll still march forward
Before people say “durrrrr just jerk offff durrrr” I’ll feel a 10000X times worse and I’ll be stuck at rock bottom square one.
I also don’t really have porn dreams anymore or think about viewing porn, but am not 100% clean because I’ve seen some sexually stimulating stuff on here and on YouTube. So am not completely healing my brain form the addiction which is problematic to say the least.
The worst part of about being on no fap and using the internet is the fact that even the slightest sexual thing you see can cause a relapse.
But even the IRL urges suck, like recently my foid coworker was in front of me putting stuff on a high up shelve and the pressure caused her boobies to squeeze together, that was a week and a half ago and I haven’t ejaculated.
I’ll still march forward
