That sensitive teen phase from 13-20 is what fucking screwed me, because nobody in my family was competent enough or cared about me enough to properly help me. It is the period where you are most vulnerable to abuse and bullying and neglect and other shit.
And then after they neglected you your entire fucking life with 20+ they say: "You are old enough". JFL, as if I was treated ever good because I was fucking young. At least when you're older, you need other less and can deal far better with others being total egoistic assholes and dicks. As a sensitive teenager you just want to rope, because it seems so depressing.
What I mean is that as humans we need to spend A LOT of time totally dependent on others, and if we're too autistic these others are not helpful at all.
And then after they neglected you your entire fucking life with 20+ they say: "You are old enough". JFL, as if I was treated ever good because I was fucking young. At least when you're older, you need other less and can deal far better with others being total egoistic assholes and dicks. As a sensitive teenager you just want to rope, because it seems so depressing.
What I mean is that as humans we need to spend A LOT of time totally dependent on others, and if we're too autistic these others are not helpful at all.
