LeonTheSilent
"...but i was cast out and rejected..."
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Yesterday i was at a bus stop going home. I girl came and asked about the bus route and the only thing i could do was nod positively. She was smaller than me, wearing classes and had long black hair. And she stood right beside me for about 5 minutes, i was near enogh to touch her if i could. And for some reason that feeling made me anxious and my heart was pounding. She was cute, not a stacy, but cute.
Many guys out there will be able to have sex and form bounds with her. But i could not eve say a single word and i know that no girl would ever get interested to me.
As a kid i was confident, i would be talktive and make people laugh, i would not even feel embarassed for dancing in marriege parties, nor for beeing noisy in school trips. But when i think about these events i remember that i was EVER alone. Took me some time to understand what i was as i only learned about inceldom at 2018/2019. Maybe i just had to change my mindset right ? Maybe just try more. Hahahhahaha. Fate is fate. And everytime a think about the past, i feel like i have batryed that little guy i used to be.
Many guys out there will be able to have sex and form bounds with her. But i could not eve say a single word and i know that no girl would ever get interested to me.
As a kid i was confident, i would be talktive and make people laugh, i would not even feel embarassed for dancing in marriege parties, nor for beeing noisy in school trips. But when i think about these events i remember that i was EVER alone. Took me some time to understand what i was as i only learned about inceldom at 2018/2019. Maybe i just had to change my mindset right ? Maybe just try more. Hahahhahaha. Fate is fate. And everytime a think about the past, i feel like i have batryed that little guy i used to be.