Fuck it i want to experience love. I want how it feels to be loved and cared for by a girl, I want to live near the beach with the girl i truly adored, I want to have kids with her, I want to grow old with her (i only talked to her through online, were just friends but for me it was real).
But sometimes i think that i am truly not deserving of love for i have ruined it, but at the same time i hate her for she had given up on me
Unbeknownst to me the next few weeks she was talking to other guys, i was so depressed and mad to the point that eventually i did stuff that both of us didn't like to get her attention, well my plan worked, she sent me a message not that long actually, it's mostly her stating that she can't believe what I've done and become. Another thing that i hate about her is that she likes this Kpop men whenever i see a post about her so called "idols" a pathetic excuse for the man she desires, i always look at my self and compare myself to them, well what was I to do im only a friend maybe..
I want love, why do girls don't give me attention?? I mean im a decent looking guy, im nice, gentle and I have many more qualities i could offer.
How are we not deserving of love? Since when did women become so hypergamous, picky, judgemental.
I remember when i was a kid, people would call me cute i would believe that until 6th grade, when I was on 7th grade i got bullied just for having a darker skin and fat(im a South East Asian man)
Due to all of this bs i have no good socializing and turned to the type of man that whenever he walks into a room everybody would go quiet.
Also there's this random guy he looked nervous, he asked me how he looked, I said he looks fresh as hell, then this bum ass nigga smirks and brags about this girl that he's gonna be meeting. well i cant blame him, his a normie thinking he's superior just because he got a complement from someone who he think is inferior (me) also idk this guy i just met him and he looks average. After a couple minutes i saw him with this foid it was so funny because she look horrendous
a subhuman you'd call.
Boyyy even the make up didn't save her
Ye i could say i did a good deed by boosting that guys confidence, before ropemaxxing
But sometimes i think that i am truly not deserving of love for i have ruined it, but at the same time i hate her for she had given up on me
Unbeknownst to me the next few weeks she was talking to other guys, i was so depressed and mad to the point that eventually i did stuff that both of us didn't like to get her attention, well my plan worked, she sent me a message not that long actually, it's mostly her stating that she can't believe what I've done and become. Another thing that i hate about her is that she likes this Kpop men whenever i see a post about her so called "idols" a pathetic excuse for the man she desires, i always look at my self and compare myself to them, well what was I to do im only a friend maybe..
I want love, why do girls don't give me attention?? I mean im a decent looking guy, im nice, gentle and I have many more qualities i could offer.
How are we not deserving of love? Since when did women become so hypergamous, picky, judgemental.
I remember when i was a kid, people would call me cute i would believe that until 6th grade, when I was on 7th grade i got bullied just for having a darker skin and fat(im a South East Asian man)
Due to all of this bs i have no good socializing and turned to the type of man that whenever he walks into a room everybody would go quiet.
Also there's this random guy he looked nervous, he asked me how he looked, I said he looks fresh as hell, then this bum ass nigga smirks and brags about this girl that he's gonna be meeting. well i cant blame him, his a normie thinking he's superior just because he got a complement from someone who he think is inferior (me) also idk this guy i just met him and he looks average. After a couple minutes i saw him with this foid it was so funny because she look horrendous
a subhuman you'd call.Boyyy even the make up didn't save her
Ye i could say i did a good deed by boosting that guys confidence, before ropemaxxing
