Constantly tormented by this fleeting feeling of grandeur. Every opportunity where I meet someone and I can possibly get my next entertaining experience I am met with this urgency to get away due to a self perceived notion that I am above everyone.
I handle it most days however its on a steady decline especially this year due to life shifts and failed coping mechanisms.
Its just defeating in a way to know ill never get to experience a natural flow. Everything is just a chess game, theres no bonds to made only a person to break, no warmth to be had just a desolate 9th circle of hell pregame show.
I handle it most days however its on a steady decline especially this year due to life shifts and failed coping mechanisms.
Its just defeating in a way to know ill never get to experience a natural flow. Everything is just a chess game, theres no bonds to made only a person to break, no warmth to be had just a desolate 9th circle of hell pregame show.
