5 years of LDAR'ing has fucking fried my brain.

[misterbean9]

I am even too nervous to talk on mic in games.. I try talk sentences but I stumble or say the wrong word. IT is so fucking brutally over for rotcels. There is nothing that I can do anymore. What hope is there for me? NONE? I TURN 21 YEAR OLD VIRGIN IN 20 HOURS OMEGALUL PEPEHANDS

 

[Deleted member 27495]

never understood how people can come up with those snappy quick-fire comebacks in heated screaming matches (MW2/MW3 lobies for example).

I mostly avoid speaking my mind in voicechats because most normies are superior at verbal arguments than i am, and im aware to the majority of people my beliefs are controversial.

 

[misterbean9]

Get on discord and chat, not talking to anyone = hardcore rot, honestly if you don't talk to others you will rope.

all my friend group i get from other games we used to play all the time... GONE. all gone to go to clubs and are chads, brutal.

never understood how people can come up with those snappy quick-fire comebacks in heated screaming matches (MW2/MW3 lobies for example).

I mostly avoid speaking my mind in voicechats because most normies are superior at verbal arguments than i am, and im aware to the majority of people my beliefs are controversial.

only time i can talk confidently is if i know what im gonna talk about or if the other person has a shit voice/foreign

 

[CrackingYs]

Indeed LDAR is like cancer on the brain. After a bad stretch I'm trying to recover. I'm trying to get a job and doing endless Zoom interviews and being turned down for jobs left and right is about as much fun as using Tinder. I have to pretend like I'm totally just a normie and my brain hasn't turned to mush.

If you have a wageslaving job and want to quit and go LDAR be careful what you wish for.

 

[Deleted member 27161]

 

[Deleted member 301]

Indeed LDAR is like cancer on the brain. After a bad stretch I'm trying to recover. I'm trying to get a job and doing endless Zoom interviews and being turned down for jobs left and right is about as much fun as using Tinder. I have to pretend like I'm totally just a normie and my brain hasn't turned to mush.

If you have a wageslaving job and want to quit and go LDAR be careful what you wish for.

I'm 6 and a half years into permanent LDARing, basically I'm a lump of meat with eyes at this point, who turns over in bed occasionally to check my laptop. Oddly enough the last 12 months have been the most difficult of my life, since I was forced to give up my 20 year alcohol addiction for health reasons. All I've done since is lie in bed (I'm not fit for much else at this point with illness) and gain 5 AND A HALF STONE from lack of movement/exercise and stuffing my face all day (as it's the only cope I have left) and exist in some kind of zombiefied stupor, numb from all the meds I take just stay alive for another day. Then repeat the cycle again and again and again.....

Even though I'm housed now after 5 and a half years of being a homelesscel, and off alcohol and opiates, I swear I found life easier as a homesless chronic alcoholic/junkie and was fucking about 10 times fitter than I am now lol. Can't quite work that shit out tbh.

 

[CrackingYs]

I swear I found life easier as a homesless chronic alcoholic/junkie and was fucking about 10 times fitter than I am now lol. Can't quite work that shit out tbh.

I can also confirm my life was at least 10X better being an employed functional alcoholic than being LDAR. It's practically my goal at this point to get at least back to that.

 

[Deleted member 29704]

i rotted for over 10 years. i always went to school waited outside for 15 minutes till my mom was at work so i can go back home and ldar in bed. the teachers didnt said anything to my parents i think they saw how i would look depressed as shit in class and didnt said a word.

 

[FunkyMonk]

I don't have common sense. Basic solutions seem like algebra to me.

 

[curryboy420]

Does it really rot you permanently? I LDAR for 3 years now, don't really talk to anyone but my 1 incel friend on the phone, every other day or 2. How am I supposed to reverse the damage?