23andme says I'm genetically at risk for anxiety, depression AND panic attacks

[trrrrrsarescary]

That's not just one marker either, depression anxiety and panic attacks are three seperate markers that can show up and I have ALL FUCKING THREE

and they're absolutely spot on right, I have horrendous OCD that makes me panic about weird shit like the sensation of being trapped in my skull which I physically feel in my head and it's this absolutely agonizing claustrophobic panicky sensation that I feel 24/7 and I never get any reprieve from it ever, I basically live in a constant neverending state of terror because consciousness and existence is my current obsession and has been for years and it's absolutely ruined my life, I can't even go on car rides anymore because any amount of time in a car triggers horrific panic attacks, looking at the sky and large structures and buildings and standing in open fields also trigger these panic attacks so I can't do any of those things lest I absolutely freak the fuck out and start contorting my face and my body in terror

I wish I wasn't so scared of death and what comes next so I could just rope and roll the dice and hopefully enter another form of consciousness or lifeform that isn't shacked by this horrific anxiety

Like what the fuck? It's literally IN MY DNA to be constantly terrified all the fucking time, id probably still be plagued with this shit even if I had a big social standing and a Stacy gf because it's just genetics

 

[trrrrrsarescary]

Still too reluctant to take meds too because if they work and resolve this constant panic, I'll always know that the meds are the only reason I'm not losing my mind and that I'm basically defective without them, I can't even accept that my brain is just genetically so fucked i have to pop pills everyday just to exist in peace

 

[cathuluelitist]

My OCD is centered around death and I can't go a few hours without going into trances of delusion.

 

[ItsOverMan]

That's not just one marker either, depression anxiety and panic attacks are three seperate markers that can show up and I have ALL FUCKING THREE

and they're absolutely spot on right, I have horrendous OCD that makes me panic about weird shit like the sensation of being trapped in my skull which I physically feel in my head and it's this absolutely agonizing claustrophobic panicky sensation that I feel 24/7 and I never get any reprieve from it ever, I basically live in a constant neverending state of terror because consciousness and existence is my current obsession and has been for years and it's absolutely ruined my life, I can't even go on car rides anymore because any amount of time in a car triggers horrific panic attacks, looking at the sky and large structures and buildings and standing in open fields also trigger these panic attacks so I can't do any of those things lest I absolutely freak the fuck out and start contorting my face and my body in terror

I wish I wasn't so scared of death and what comes next so I could just rope and roll the dice and hopefully enter another form of consciousness or lifeform that isn't shacked by this horrific anxiety

Like what the fuck? It's literally IN MY DNA to be constantly terrified all the fucking time, id probably still be plagued with this shit even if I had a big social standing and a Stacy gf because it's just genetics

I also have terrible OCD. Mine didn't get really bad in terms of rumination and anxiety attacks and stuff until I had a nervous breakdown in 2012 and another one in 2013. Since then it's been super bad. My psychiatrist told me my "brain broke" then which scares me. OCD tends to latch onto whatever you care about the most.

I don't know about my DNA but my dad had at least a couple of panic attacks that I know of when he was younger. With one he had to go to the emergency room and they told him it was a panic attack and to breathe into a paper bag to calm down.

 

[ogercel]

brocel dont take it too seriously as genetic testing is still new and kind of a pseudoscience

 

[Argenfarker]

Brutal

 

[Initium]

Now the jews have your dna

 

[rudy_lyon]

Giving your DNA to corporations is not the best idea.