For the end of sluts and their spread of STDs
- May 6, 2021
- 10d 19h 18m
A Los Angeles toddler has become the youngest American member of Mensa, where membership is strictly limited to those who score at the highest levels in IQ tests.
Seriously, why are some people with such amazing brains while I had to lose the genetic lottery to have the IQ of a fucking snail?
The IQ tests i took places me at "normal", between 105 and 115 IQ, but I HIGHLY doubt these results. Why? Because I had no fucking idea what I was doing or looking at. I was completely lost at every IQ test I took, it was a psychological torture. These results are completely dubious and pose a serious question to my intelligence, which I have no doubt is very low, I just ask HOW LOW it actually is. There is no way someone with a normal IQ between 105 and 115 would be the type of person I turned out to be. Someone with the slightest intelligence and emotional intelligence would have completely turned the tables and be someone normal by now with a proper life.
Meanwhile, these 2/3-year-olds are born with extraordinary brains capable of the most amazing intelligence feats. I imagine what they will be doing in the future. They will be doing some important research in a subject, invent something that will change a whole field of study, something that will change the world. And here I am, with super low intelligence and emotional intelligence as well. I just... I didn't ask for this, you know? I would have their brains if I could, at least I would be doing something useful. I would certainly be doing something productive that would lead me somewhere nice in life. Where did I end up? Locked in my room for countless years, rotting, lost to mental illness and the incoherencies that came with them.
Why? Just why? Why did I have to be born with such a defective brain, undesirable body, personality and everything else while people like them will get to enjoy a life of deep understanding about subjects and with the right tool, their intelligence, to do something good for their lives or the world?
Why couldn't I be one of the intelligent people of the planet?
i struggle to understand the simplest subjects, was always lost at school, I find it extremely difficult to read and understand what people really mean with something. Meanwhile, these kids will be doing crazy complex math at age 5 or so.
I feel like dying right now. They were born genius, and I was born completely defective, with things I completely didn't ask for and have no control over.
This is not fair.
But I will be honest, I hope more kids like them are born and discovered, and get their intelligence stimuled, who knows what they can achieve with the right tools and guidance?
If kids are the future of the planet, may they have the right intelligence, because I certainly do not have it nor do I have anything to ever offer to this world apart from being a fucking joke. The only thing I was good for was serving as a laughing stock for as long as I have lived.
I just... would like to be "someone". I imagine if I had my name engraved somewhere in the history of some subject, for a research, a discovery, I don't know. Be remembered for something good, important. And I know I will end up being remembered as the failure of the family, the weird fucking joke that was never meant to be anything more than a loser.
If I was not so impaired by mental illness, at least I could be living an almost-normal life with a job at least. I guess that's not gonna happen. I can't even get into and understand the simplest fields of study. I was a born inept.